>Be me
>Discover the internet at 11
>Jerking off to internet porn at 12
>Stay up all night sometimes, just to jerk off to vanilla shit
>Discover hentai
>Discover furry porn
>Fall down the rabbit hole of futa/female to just futa to traps to shota to regular twinks
>Discover a bunch of assorted kinks like BDSM, feet, tickling, BBW and lactation to name a few
>Fall deeper into the hole and discover vomit porn
>Discover castration which leads to guro
>Discover farts, which leads to scat
>Fast forward to now, only 9 years later, and I'm jerking off to a video with two girls telling me about how stinky their asses are at 2:30 AM
How did it all get so bad
You're supposed to stop at twinks, baka
>>38080385
You were meant for this life I think. Any normal human, even at that young age would be repulsed by that kind of shit instantly. There is no gateway to being a deviant, you chose that life for yourself and you know it.
I envy you OP.>>38080452
This
>>38080385
dude almost everyone started fapping to internet porn at 11-12, and most of them do not indulge in disgusting shit. You were predisposed to being a gross freak dont act like some kind of process forced you here
First porn I saw were squatting teen girls... Now I fap to anything which is non cartoon related porn.
>start masturbaiting at 8 y/o
>cousin shows me first porn in my life (Asian bj) at 9 y/o
>started fapping to /hc/ since then
>at 10/11 discovered that my boody started producing semen.
>sometimes fapped to BDSM sometimes to furry but never to anything gay/futa releated
Some times later
>Legend Of Zelda BoTW comes out
>people starts creating lewd gerudo link
>"w-well he looks too femine to make it gay..."
>2 months later fap to 3D twinks.
Still cant fap to futa/3d traps. Femboys are ok tho. What a wonderfull fap history I have
When I was like 11 years old I got a Nintendo dsi. It had internet so I googled those giant scat galleries and started experimenting with anal play, peeing on myself in the shower and I even tried to eat my own poop. I also sometimes pushed those toilet brushes against my ass while jerking off.
But long story short, when I was 12 years old I could fit <<<pic in my ass. I stopped shortly after when it started bleeding.