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Any others here just accept their fate?
I'm at a point where I realised I'm never gonna amount to anything so I don't try anymore. I'm not gonna kill myself because I don't care enough to go through that in the likely event that I fail and people make me go through therapy or some other bullshit.
But I might as well be dead. I don't do anything worth mentioning, I go out when people ask me to but just stand against a wall with a drink until someone tells me it's leaving time, I don't talk to women in a non-functional manner, I don't care about my health (a month destroyed my hearing in my right ear daring someone to play his instrument right into it), have no illusions of ever starting a family/business/anything really. There's nothing in life that excites me anymore, not friends, not love, not art, film, video games, only music occasionally but that's probably because it's the laziest form of escapism there is.
But I can't say I'm unhappy. I just don't give a fuck really. Nothing makes me sad, nothing makes me feel nice, everything is just a big drab blur, a slideshow of the most uninteresting vistas you can imagine flashing by my eyes, with me waiting to see the end of it. I don't even know if it's preferable to how it was before. I don't feel like I know anything anymore
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>>38068832
i was gonna say something positive but i only do that to accrue mythical good boy points in the hopes that when i die it wont be a painful and labored experience. do whatever ya want.
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>>38068876
>i was gonna say something positive but i only do that to accrue mythical good boy points
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>>38068832
well, i mean, if u are really that done with life, why not go to a therapist?
maybe it will help give u meaning?
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It's because everything is ultimately boring af except sex. Why not have an escort handcuff you and blow you at home? Pretty as you can afford? The terror might shake you out of your apathy/funk.
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>>38069235
not op but might as well be
they gave me pills; it's the same but more so.
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>>38068832
giving up hope is the first step to becoming stoic. you'll be ok Anon. face the indifference with courage, help others if you can but you can always self improve and in time you will flourish as a human which is much better than attaining "happiness". "Happiness" is for the fools goal and the normalfags lie
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You feel guilty about shit and it's giving you anhedonia.
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