22 - college - still the outcast JESUS CHRIST I thought I was

>>38058403
>God dammit anons help me.
you had it coming being such a naive faggot. did you seriously think things would be better at uni?
>I almost cried
grow up you pussy. have you learned nothing in 22 years as an outcast?

>>38058403
>I figure I won't go to other people because people should just come to me right
You're not popular enough to pull this off.

Sorry anon but you have to take the initiative. I know. Just go to someone and ask if you can join.

>>38058460
I completely agree anon. I don't know why it hit me.

>>38058403
>language classes
yeah i avoid those like the plague
im sorry man, i really do empathize, and because of that i say that i dont think your problems are merely social; there's obviously something that youre doing, or just the way that your energy is, is seriously off putting. and you seem veerryy distraught.
can i give you some advice? try taking a break. get a little creative and find something else to do for a semester or two. try to do things that will help you and lift you up, rather than bring you down, like 4chan and shitty food, etc. maybe start going to the gym. try to get a part time job maybe. little baby steps to get you feeling better. because i think thats the problem, youre unhealthy, unbalanced. you need to get well by figuring out whats making you unwell.
i mean shit, a few weeks ago i quit a part time job two weeks after starting because i had fucked up socially so badly. that one hurt particularly because i'm 24. but i'm ok because.. i dunno. existentially i'm much better, more at ease with myself this year. things really did get better for me in ways i did not expect, and what did that was in large part getting a little older. this coming from someone that's outcasted, suicidal for about a decade, etc etc.