Being a (semi)handsome autist is the worse. I'm a 22 year

take it easy, anon. many girls think virgins are fun

>>38031473
there there anon, fembots are right around the corner

actually being an ugly autist is the worst but okay

When you are 6'0, /fit/ and have an 8/10 face and girls show interest and try to talk to you but you always manage to ultra sperg and they nope away every time
>oh he's just an awkward teenager going through puberty
tfw 20 years old and can't hide behind the awkward teenager excuse anymore

I know that feel. I'm also 22, i had nice slim body and girly face in high school, and i even know some girls who wanted "just talk" with me.
But i'm also autist and assumed to be gay over chool due to the same reason.
So, I started hrt just after school, and now i'm just lonely "strange" femboi for people who know me. Still khhv.

There is hope for you guys. You just need to keep trying. Even when you sperg out you will gain some experience every time and finally get better.

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>>38032606
What if I'm content and happy as a handsome autist? Sure, I'm lonely but forcing myself to be with people only causes me to become lonelier. At least you won't have to care about anyone but yourself.

Am I playing life on the real easy mode?

>>38031473
I went full nazi when I was in highschool got a swam of chick but I don't want to be in a relationship because I don't want to fuck before marriage and now I am a lonely mother fucker.

>>38032704
You're not playing on easy mode. You aren't playing at all, you are in the tutorial and never start the main game.

>>38031473
>Being a (semi)handsome autist is the worse
Stopped reading there. Here's your (You).

>>38031473
Have someone that's not your family, old lady or male ever told you that you are handsome? If not, that's just a delusion. At least that's my exprience.

>>38033275
Why do you have such a hard time believing that someone can be handsome and still a spergy khv?

>>38032345
When youre ugly you know you can just give up on women and focus on yourself


When you're average you can only focus on your shortcomings

>>38033440
Youre just an ungrateful normie pretending he has it hard.

>>38033275
What if you've been asked out by girls a couple times while growing up?
Also I used to get interrogated by Staceys who would always ask "Why do you hate me?" because I'm a sperg who never initiates contact or greets people and also avoids women out of anxiety.

>>38033440
I know what you mean, like falling flat right before the finish line. I'd rather not run the race at all.

>>38033507
I have been asked out as well but that doesn't mean I'm handsome as a grown up. Puberty fucks up some people and they dont even realise.

>>38031473
fuck you nigger, atleast you have a shot

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>Be 6'4.
>Nice face.
>Social anxiety, obsessive thoughts and a burning hatred for social standards.


The pain of knowing that I'm wasting my potential is about even with my urge to avoid other people. I feel like pursuing Women is the easiest way for a man to waste his time and soul. I hate that I'm biologically compelled to go full retard periodically just because my brain wants a dopemine/oxytocin combo. I just want pure, nonsexual love, but the adult world is much more complex than that.