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>finally get through college
>have a very difficult time with anxiety problems and using drugs to medicate
>get good grades in stem classes, but always feel like I'm an imposter in the field
>graduate
>get awesome programming job
>feel on top of the world
>fast forward a month
>feel the same way as before, except no way to judge how well I'm learning or doing except by coming to work each day and seeing that I still have a job
>bust ass all day but still feel dumbs compared to those around me
>enjoy my job but feel judged
>come home and try to relax
>wake up and do it again
>really like work but my anxiety makes me hate it
There's no way out. I thought I was done with this anxiety. I made it. I feel like shooting myself
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>>38024513
Normie problems.
Come back when you have a degree, but no job, and shitty parents.
Fucking get on my level bitch.
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>>38024513
can you say your anexiety is what made you succeed.
please help we are weak in math.
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>Trying to stop drinking
>I know exactly what Lahey meant by this
What am I? What am I if not the liquor?
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>>38024994
Maybe but 'to succeed' is relative. I have a computer science degree it meant everything a month ago and the last 5 years of my life, now it literally means nothing, now all that matters is that I can program pratically, not pass a test. I fucking hate this system. Yeah I feel like I'm doing well but I have nothing to judge that on and my anxiety beats the shit out of me.
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>>38025139
I only drink beer now.
Still have days where I blackout on accident
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>>38025169
I feel like it's got to be teetotal. It's the only chance.
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>>38025156
you will solve your probleme. because you know it.
unlike US who are unaware.
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>>38025156
ey help, how to study for tests in general. please before i go back to sad toughts.
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>>38025390
Sit down and memorize. I don't know how to study.
>>38025356
Maybe you're right, but the problem is there is always a problem even if there isn't one.
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>>38025533
your whole life purpose is to get problems thrown at you, you dodge some you solve some. they never end coming but they are all solvable.
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>>38025614
Word. Thanks man. Your comments put some perspective on things.
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>>38024513
stop drinking so much. That's what I've been doing. Tonight is my 7th night without a drink and I feel pretty good. Probably the longest I've gone since the beginning of the year.
Highly recommend. Plus, when I fall off the wagon again I'll get drunker faster.
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Look into Gabapentin, OP. Its easier to obtain a prescription from your doctor than benzos and has way less negative side affects and a lot less potential for addiction (although people who abuse it can still get addicted).
I've been on it for almost 4 months for panic and anxiety and it has made a noticeable impact on interacting with the outside world on a daily basis.
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>>38025766
You're right. Tomorrow no beer. It's too late for today
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