Guys I might have my first gf soon,I know It's too late but still I have experiences to share with you.
I know I will become a normie once I will acquire a gf. but still
>be in a open psych ward when You come each day.
>met there a girl. she's like 5-6/ 10
>I cna't be picky
>we bond really good
>she's become more touchy(come close to me and stuff) and today she hugged me from the back while I sat down, It felt so nice feeling hersmallboobs and body warm.
>we chat a lot after the psych ward hours.
She's 19 years old and I'm pretty sure she's a virgin and never had a bf and she has a few scars from cutting herself but she's in a better condition now.
I'm 22 next month, needless to say I'm kissless virgin needless.
And we gonna see the new spiderman movie, but it's not an official date.
I might gonna make it fellows.
>>38020976
>making the cutter girl your gf
you've never even had a practice gf and you're jumping right in the deep end.
this won't end well
>>38020976
Good luck dude. I hope it all works out for you.
>>38021040
goddamn right. i mean losers and outcasts might be your only hope by now, but you shouldn't be that desperate.
Making the clingy depressed cutter girl your first gf? Get ready for her to fuck your life up even worse, desu
t. my oneitis was clingy depressed cutter girl
>>38020976
>open psych ward
what the fuck is an open psych ward? they just let you in to socialize with all the crazies?
>>38020976
There's a new spiderman movie? I had no idea
>>38021040
I considering her as a practice gf.
she never had a bf, I don't find her super attractive(the kind of girls you fell in love just from looking)
She's is not judgmental because she have her own problems (sometimes bad thoughts, and have BPD)
I just noticed to said cutter and not cutier, but I'm still stand on my opinion. she's much more balanced from what she used to.
>>38021101
>>38021133
come on, she's not that bad. she's not very clingy. and It's better than not gf at all.
>>38021084
Thank you anon, I appreciate this
>>38021156
It's like close psych ward but you come back home every day. and the super crazies are in close psych ward.
So the girl I'm taking about used to be in close psych ward. but becuse she's better, she is now in open.
>>38021223
She can be your practice gf. Just remember she is really crazy and will do something completely insane at some point, cheat on you, cut up your clothes, kill your dog.
>>38020976
if i were to give you one piece of advice anon, that would be "stay the fuck away". you might of course help her improve her life etc., but odds are she will turn your life into a living hell for quite a time and won't change in any way in spite of whatever you'll do to help. i've had such experience, so you may ask questions if you want.
>>38021219
Yes, Spider-Man: Homecoming.
Also excuse my English
>>38021247
I bet it's going to be shit just like all the new ones. These money heads have to ruin everything
>>38021240
>>38021244
You kinda depressed me now But I tought about it, That at some point she can do someting crazy. but that's why we leran DBT (dialectical behavioral therapy) kek.
It's better than no gf at all. And again we are in treatment now, I think we both can only go up from here.
>>38021337
Yeah, but spiderman is the only superhero I like.
>>38021386
well i didnt want to upset you, sorry for that. your life belongs to you and so on, i just don't wish anyone the shit i've had to get through. sometimes being alone IS better, though you may not trust me since you haven't had a gf up until now.
by the way, making her a "practice" gf implies getting rid of her at some point, which may put her down and even worsen her condition. do you really want to put her mental health or even life at stake?
>>38020976
>>>38021040
>I considering her as a practice gf.
>she never had a bf, I don't find her super attractive(the kind of girls you fell in love just from looking)
>She's is not judgmental because she have her own problems (sometimes bad thoughts, and have BPD)
>I just noticed to said cutter and not cutier, but I'm still stand on my opinion. she's much more balanced from what she used to.
>
>she never had a bf
>she have her own problems (sometimes bad thoughts, and have BPD)
>BPD
>she's much more balanced from what she used to.
>>BPD
>>more balanced from what she used to.
LOL, you fucking retard, bless your soul.
T. Guy who had BPD gf
SHE FUCKED ME UP SOO MUCH WORSE
THEY ARE ANIMALS, THEY HAVE NO SOULS!!
>>38021519
>well i didnt want to upset you, sorry for that
It's ok
It's feel for me that I will be her practice bf as well.
I think It's will be good for both of us, even if we'll break up.
>>38021543
Araaaaaaaghsafdsdsh.
But seriously there is a lot of Anons here who had BDP gf, lol.
Did you gf was in kind some of treatment during your relationship?
>>38021663
>It's feel for me that I will be her practice bf as well.
you won't know until it's too late to change your mind, anon. make no assumptions and doubly so with mentally unstable people.
>>38021663
She was a suicidal wreck cutting g herself and constantly in and out of appointments, multiple times put in a ward and she never got better, and that's because bpd isn't fixable, women with bpd just don't get better, simple.
She was bpd, you can't remove what is engraved in her, there really is no facing these nutcases. I'd say good luck, but that only gets you so far.
>>38020976
Good luck anon, hope it works out.
>>38021858
It's seems like the girl I'm talking about is not bad condition like your ex. but thanks any way
.>>38021968
Thank you Anon kun
>>38021858
This.
Knew a BPD girl for sometime. They're crazy for validation and will inevitably get it from someone else if they can't get it from you.
This girl wasn't even pyschward tier either.