>tfw been attracted to lolis for my entire life
>never been able to cum during sex without thinking about little girls
>decide to get therapy
>delete my entire lolicon and candy doll folder
>get a psychologist for 100 euros every week
>been going for 3 months
>still no change.
>still can't masturbate over adult women, still can't cum during sex, still fantasise about young girls everyday, still hate myself and want to die.
>the only thing that makes me happy is seeing little girls but that just makes me want to die more
What should I do?
delete yourself
originaoor
>>38014786
you should fuck a loli, but be gentle.
>>38014786
do just like their petite bodies, or are you attracted to the fact that they're underage?
Separate yourself from the mechanisms you use to access the content that leads you to masturbate to lolicon. Remove those pictures from your devices and cloud accounts. Block access to boards that have lolicon. Block access to websites that serve lolicon. Stay away from cons and anime in general for a good long while.
>>38014786
Being attracted to lolis mean that you're attracted towards childish innocence and by fucking them you subconsciously think that you might regain that. On top of that, you deeply believe that only non-judgemental children can love you.
>>38014786
take spironolactone
if your psychologist doesnt know how to help, why do you think we would?
>>38014846
>non-judgemental children
that doesn't exist, kids are brutal
>>38014786
three months really isn't long when you're having deep seated issues like this. just keep going man.
End your life because you succumb to Jewish pedophilia manipulation.
Are you talking about the issue with your pyshiatrist or just bullshitting
>>38014890
It's psychologist and yes I've been really open with her but she hasn't given me anything that's really helped. She just tells me to convince myself I'm an ex paedophile, by thinking whenever I see a little girl that I'm no longer attracted to them which doesn't make sense to me. She also wants to me to record and share with her how many times I masturbate and what to every week. But I can't make myself orgasm to adult women so I don't see the point. It's just the same every week.
>>38014981
Is all your masturbation object-focused? Like do you need something to draw your attention in order to climax?
It might be healthier to try to masturbate to just the sensation alone. Enjoy the feeling without using an object or thought, if you can't orgasm, don't revert to thinking about girls, instead go through a cool-down and stop masturbating for a while and come back to it when you become aroused again.
>>38015080
My psychologist said I need to replace my attraction to lolis with healthy normal attraction to women.
It's why chemical castration doesn't work. There'll always be an attraction whether emotional or sexual you can only replace them.
>>38014838
Their bodies.
>>38014786
Don't fap, ever again. Don't even give yourself a last time. Stop fapping RIGHT THE FUCK NOW. Otherwise you won't stop. I didn't stop until I planned out a last time, and then decided to cock block myself. It's been 75 days.
From this point forth, don't jerk off. I felt myself becoming gay because of the trap meme. I stopped, and now I don't feel that.
this is going to sound really gay but just meditate until you achieve trance and change what arouses you at a base level level in your psyche.
>>38014786
lolis are beautiful, their petite body, their innocent demeanor. so pure.
>>38015147
>My psychologist said I need to replace my attraction to lolis with healthy normal attraction to women.
I don't think your psychologist is qualified to help you, this is basically what they used to tell gay people.
>>38015244
the attraction to lolis doesn't occur at a biological level you pleb like no one is born with a disposition to fuck pre-pubescent children
>>38014863
because his therapist doesn't jack off to lolis but a lot of us do
>>38015244
I agree with this. Sorry OP, i don't think there's anything that can be done outside
Just trying to keep a handle on your urges. Maybe you'll live to see social norms change.
>>38015267
that's exactly my point. people here still jack off to lolis
try to get an adult gf with a childish body (petite, flat)
>>38015222
I'll bite. How does one go about doing that?
>>38015324
where do you find those
>>38015534
SE asia is a good place to start.
>>38015254
there's no one born gay either
you should stop fucking roasties and go on a date with a loli instead
>>38014786
Just keep at it. I'm in a similar situation. Progress takes time, especially with something you've been dealing with for a long time
>>38015267
feelsoriginallybadanon
>>38015741
Thanks robot :3
Ddgkfdd
>>38015254
If it was so easy to mold your sexual preferences, why would anyone choose to be a paedophile in the first place, let alone act out their sexual urges, considering the immensely distressing repercussions on both the victim and the perpetrator?
And again, if it was so easy to mold or change your sexual preferences, wouldn't we see a much higher success rate in the 'pray away the gay' and other conversion therapies used in trying to treat homosexuality?
And just one more for the road, what evidence is there to suggest that if this was the case, that someone who found themselves attracted to prepubescent girls automatically 'defaulted' to being heterosexual in their 'natural state'? Isn't that naive or at the very least, very assuming for a supposed trained psychologist?
Honestly, I'd like to know. I'm not an advocate for paedophilia at all, but to suggest it's a fetish, a life-choice or perversion seems to be the lazy way of avoiding reaching conclusions which might cause paedophiles to appear more sympathetic.
>>38014786
>still can't cum during sex
are you saying you've had sex? fucking
NORMIE REEEEE GET OUT
>>38014786
Today I had a strange dream where I had to take care of a little blonde girl and she whispered in my ear really good. I got an instant erection. I woke up really worried. What do?
>>38014786
Dubs say castrate yourself
Trips say use a shovel
>>38014786
Why don't you move to a country where it's legal to be with little girls?
>>38014786
You need to think extreme self-hating thoughts while you fap
Maybe even think of things that ordinarily disgust you while also fapping and thinking of underage women
Do this often enough and you'll still probably get the urge to fap, but you'll feel like SHIT automatically every time. Maybe eventually it'll be enough to get you to stop.
>>38017367
there's only like 2 or 3 and they're all 3rd world shitholes. pick your poison:
>prosperity but no freedum z
>freedumz but poverty
>>38017437
Screw it man. Save a loli and bring her back and just live in the woods with her until she's 18.
>>38015180
Wahahahaha ANON!!! Disregard that! Smoke pot and jack off! I'm high as fuck right now holy shit tutti fruition I'm in a fucking high ass condition!!! Man you gotta get high and jack off!!! You are a faggit like Bob Saget! Smoke weeeeeeedd you nigger holy moly...
>>38017752
By far the worst poster on this board. Off yourself nigger.
>>38017367
I don't want to hurt little girls. I think they're great cute things and I wish I could just appreciate them for being cute instead of being attracted to them sexually.
>>38014786
start participating in loli threads with fellow pedos, rebuild your meticulously curated collection of loli pics sorted by theme and artist, meet fellow pedos on tox, telegram, etc. so you don't feel alone, enjoy life.
>>38014846
There is nothing innocent and non-judgemental about children. It's a Victorian era meme that modern prudes and conservatives still fall for.
>>38017795
I feel the pain behind your words. Have you tried smoking pot?
>>38014786
Having an exclusive attraction to a certain age group is impossible to """cure""" just like it's impossible to """cure""" being attracted to a certain gender. Labeling trannies and gays as normal and pedos as somehow ill is egregious doulethink that has no scientific basis. Find a therapist who isn't stuck 50 years in the past and who will help you accept being who you are instead of trying to change it.
>>38018419
but if OP accepts who he is he will end up in jail taking Tyrone in the ass
>>38018483
Are you attracted to women? How many have you raped so far? All men are rapists after all. It's only a matter of time.
>>38018518
lmao what the fuck? you dont need to rape them to have sex. there is such thing as prostitutes
>>38018578
Due to the power asymmetry, heterosexual sex is always extremely degrading and abusive for women. Prostitution is illegal in most countries and states and not without a reason.
>>38018645
I know this is b8 but the reason prostitution is illegal in the usa is cause of muh jebus conservatives
women enjoy sex too quit freebasing andrea dworkin
>>38014786
First of all
>sex
Normies GTFO
Second, therapy isn't gonna make you not a pedo.
>>38015147
>Their bodies.
Why not masterbate to petite women with flat chests?
>>38018826
This. Legal lolis are a thing.
>>38018839
>>38018826
Who has replaced Tawnee Stone as the queen of alt.sex.fetish.tinygirls?
>>38018826
Because their faces and proportions are different. They're in the uncanny valley
>>38014846
someone watched too much sherlock
>literally thread theme
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jItz-uNjoZA
>>38018780
Both my psychologist actually said it's perfectly possible to cure.
>>38020203
Just like people say it's perfectly possible to cure gays, right?
>>38020344
What causes faggotry and paedophilia are entirely different and equating them is retarded.
>>38020432
>peepee gets stiff to other guys' peepees
>peepee gets stiff to little girls' peepees
Really doubt it's that different.
>>38018697
>the reason prostitution is illegal in the usa is cause of muh jebus conservatives
what a coincidence, the same reason consensual sex with lolis is illegal
>>38014786
The age of consent in Mexico is 12.
If 12 is too much for you to deal with, you're just a pedophile and you're beyond help. If 12 is okay with you, just pretend skinny and stupid girls are lolis.
Just get a loli sex doll, and just use it to release all your energy
Might have to move to America to not get fucked over by stupid laws
>>38014786
I think there are pills you can take that kills all sex drive. Maybe that's a solution.
>>38014786
If you would never act on it with an actual kid who cares man? Fap to whatever you want. I make really fucked up cgi loli porn and fap like a maniac over it but it doesn't matter because I'd never want to touch a kid. Real kids aren't your 2d loli waifus and 2d loli waifus aren't real kids.
>>38020795
Libido decreasing drugs aren't a solution in and of themselves you still need CBT to develop a normal healthy sexuality.
>>38020668
Pretty much this
orgiginal
>>38020743
*from america to the third world
>>38021145
>I make really fucked up cgi loli porn
L I N K
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i've been wanting to do this myself but i'm forever stuck in the modeling phase due to my perfectionism; i don't want to waste time texturing and rigging a model only to realize how shitty the model was later