So anon what phrases do you yell at yourself when you're

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>OH GOD JUST MAKE IT STOP PLEASE GOD JUST FUCKING KILL ME KILL ME MAKE IT FUCKING STOP

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>>38013432
I want to fucking kill myself so bad.

>I need to mill myself, I NEED to kill myself

>>38013522
>mill myself
Kek I can't even type. I really should kms

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>Fuck!
>Shit!
>I'm going to kill myself

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>why cry when you can die

>>38013432
>stop thinking about doing what you want, you will never be able to succeed no matter how hard you try, you are simply not capable or smart enough, just give up.

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>I need to die
>some type of weird groaning

I don't really vocalize my emotions in my head anymore, although all my thoughts to myself are sort of like a one person conversation which is worrying me a lot.

Why haven't you killed yourself yet? Why haven't you killed yourself yet?

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Whenever I think about something embarrassing I drown it out by thinking "niggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggerniggernigger".
I wish I was joking. What the fuck is wrong with me?

>>38013632
>implying this isn't perfectly rational

>>38013432
>I want to die, I want to die, I want to die
Sometimes I do it in French
>Je veux mourir
Or in this autistic language I sorta came up with
>Eu vol morere

I do this in public too, but then I just mouth the words in a way nobody sees

>>38013432
When I'm falling asleep and I get into a self criticizing loophole after a while I get tired of it an I just go "I get it I get it shut the fuck up" and then I fall soundly asleep

>>38013432
>Kill me
>I want to die
>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

>>38013682
>Eu vol morere
sounds a bit like I want to die in romanian "Eu vreau sa mor"

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>>38013679
it might but it still kills me on the inside knowing it.

>>38013711
It's sort of an amalgam of romance languages, but there's no real grammar or anything. I think it's closest to Portugese.
I don't really know why I do it, for fun I guess.

>>38013432
>"you're garbage kill yourself why are you still alive everyone hates you"

>>38013432
> I wish things wheren't so bad

Usualy folowed by crying.

>damn i'd kill for a drink

>just stop talking

>>38013432
>I need to sleep
>Just [insert any synonym of "kill" here] me
>How did this happen?
>[reciting any fucking meme involving emo songs]

Narwhals. Narwhals. Swimming in the ocean. Making a commotion. Just don't let them touch your balls.

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This thread is so sad. Please get better, anons. =(

>you're gonna be okay
>just man the fuck up and get through tomorrow, you'll make it

>god im such a Piece of shit
>youve fucked up everything else youve tried what makes this any different?
>would anyone miss me if i died?

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>>38013432

>"Relax Relax Relax Relax... Don't think about it. It's not important".

>>38014683
I'm sorry for making you feel sad anon

>fucking arrogant asshole
>I'll murder them
>I'll kill them all
>I want to die
>I hate being alone
>I love being by myself
>that fucking nigger
>*wordless scream of rage*
I hope my concrete walls are thick enough to prevent my neighbors from hearing me. In hindsight, I imagine that even if they did, they're probably too scared to speak to me. Kek.

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>>38013432
>You're such a fucking failure. You don't deserve anything. Worthless people like you are a waste of space.

>>38014683
Nothing will get better. Believing so will only make it hurt again when the delusion eventually gets shattered.

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>>38013432
>i need to die I need to die
>I hate myself I hate myself
>shut up shut up

>>38013432
>you'll make nan and sis cry, fag.
:^)

>jesus christ get them to SHUT UP SHUT UP
>SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU FUCKING COCKBAGS, YOU'RE ALL FUCKING DICKWEEDS.
>AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
>FUCK MIGHT AS WELL END IT NOW
>FUCK WHERE'S THE BELT
>FUCKING CUNTSHIT

i usually plan rants that i will most likely never say in front of anyone.
the fuck is wrong with me.

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>>38013432
>you're worthless, you're scum, you're nothing (repeat)
>kill yourself, KILL yourself
>fuck you, fuck you, just FUCK OFF
>jesus fucking christ just LOOK at yourself, how PATHETIC

>I seriously need to be fucking murdered

>>38015445
>FUCK WHERE'S THE BELT

I laughed

>>38015530
i actually do own a belt but i cant fuckign FIND IT

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>FUCK OFF! FUCK OFF!
>it's over, it's done, it's over, it's done
>I'll show those fucks, no more mister nice guy!

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>>38015564
I CAN'T FIND THE BELT EITHER ANON

>>38013432
I just make really awkward facial expressions, it's cringe

>>38015624
IS THAT WHERE MY FUCKIGN BELT WENT?

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>god i want to die
>god thats embarrassing
>what is wrong with me?
>you fucking idiot
>make it stop
>go away, thoughts

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>>38014683
A lethal dose of morphine can fix it

I will punch myself in the face and/or cry a lot while I think
> Why haven't I committed suicide yet?
> Why haven't I?
> Life's shit, life's not worth it

But after calming down, I will be like
> Why did I do this? My life isn't that bad
> Life's good and I'm just a moody wreck haha!

>>38013432
>hahaha fucking kill yourself
Whenever i think about how much of a fuck up i am

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>>38013432
>I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
>It's all my fault, all my fault, all my fault, all my fault, all my fault, all my fault, all my fault, all my fault, all my fault, all my fault,
>AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>38013432
just the simple

>FUCK OFF

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>please save me from this
>take me away
>oh god i'm so pathetic

WHY DOES MY LIFE HAVE TO BE A PILE OF SHIT! WHY DID I DO THAT!

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Mostly just look in the mirror and laugh while sometimes punching myself

>>38013432
None.
But I mutter "kill us"repeatedly when in stress.

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>>38013432
>This is the end, Snake!
>Show me what you've got, Snake!
It just comes out on it's own and I can't stop doing it.

>>38017279
Why the fuck is jackie chan so pure

Jesus fuck why can't I be likeable I hate myself

>>38018142
Same anon

This picture almost makes me cry, I don't care if it's autistic or not, the way it is makes me feel shit for every time I haven't done my best. I feel like I've disappointed him even though he doesn't even know I fucking exist. Why am I a piece of shit

>>38013432
"ARGHH!" in various volumes

>>38018142
I fucking know that feel as well

I was born unlikable

I repulse everyone who has ever interacted with me

I'm sorry I'm not a pleasant person like Jackie Chan

I have conversations with myself that usually goes something like this. When I get psychotic I start hitting myself in the head and try to muster up the courage to kill myself. Doesn't really work.
>It'll probably get better
>But you don't want to get better
>I don't know how to get better
>You do, you just don't want to because you wouldn't know who you were if you weren't a piece of insufferable shit
>Maybe I should do myself a favor and kill myself

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>>38018803
It's ok anon

We'll make it maybe, or not. But we'll crash and burn together

It is just load
>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
In my head