>6th month into being gay >went from khhv beta to having

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>be 20 years into being a faggot
>still robot
>still virgin
What went wrong here

>>38006513
are you cute and effeminate?

>>38006513
Nigga you lying and posting for you's

>>38006513
> Be Bi since this year
So far nothing changed. Than again my main problem is being schizoid-avoidant and not being straight.

>>38006513
Probably so. KHV here, but I've been approached by several fags. If I was gay, I'd be rolling in the boipussy....

Alas, I'm straight so I'm doomed to a life of horniness and loneliness.

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>>38006566
>let's give him what he wants

>>38006586
DW Anon one day you'll crack and find a cute boy to make your woman.

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>>38006542

I know that feel, bro. This sexuality is a burden. I wish I was a straight robot so I could at least relate to my friends.

>>38006597
And a good (you) to thineself sir

>>38006542
You reject guys/never attempt.
How many guys rejected you? I bet it's 0.

>>38006586
That's the thing. The other fags are lying about being a virgin or they literally try their best to avoid losing it, yet they have the nerve to complain.

I have been rejected by over 60 girls, then I went gay and got laid within the same day through those gay dating apps/sites.

It's impossible to be a robot if you're gay. People give me so much attention, and women even like to experiment. Gay guys have easier time fucking women than straight guys.

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>>38006625
>Gay guys have easier time fucking women than straight guys.

And this is why I hate women, so irrational and confusing. I get along with men so much easier too, they aren't weird and fucking psychotic like women are, I just don't want to fuck dudes.

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>tfw wish I was gay
>had several gay men hit on me but couldn't return their affection
>missed my only chance at being loved

I hate the curse that is being born straight, just end me please. It hurts knowing that I could've been happy if I wasn't so straight and it's too late to experiment without feeling disgusted by myself because of conditioning. Why live?

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The sad thing is, this seems believable. The only way there are so many incels is that the sex-havers are having MASSIVE amounts of sex without each other. Homos are part of that world.

>>38006513
maybe being fag boi has helped you release your inhibitions. fucking dudes is easier, and maybe it has helped you find your place in society as well

>>38006625
>It's impossible to be a robot if you're gay.

but I'm a 24 year old KHV. No one has ever hit on me or given me attention

>>38006513

>always thought traps were hot as fuck but didn't want to because no homo
>thought I'd have even less of a chance of finding a good gf if they knew I fucked guys
>at an extremely low point in my life with no friends or gf and super lonely
>fuck it nothing to lose I'll just fulfill my fantasies and try to date traps
>have a lot more confidence with them
>treat them well but don't have to act nearly as gentle/inoffensive as with women
>end up losing virginity with a trap who also is a virgin
>both nerds, social circle gets bigger when I meet his friends
>stay friends with trap fuck buddy and friends even after we stop being regular fwb
>somehow this elevates my status with a lot of nerdy women when I tell them
>chance with conservative girls is 0 though

I don't think this is the typical experience. But it worked for me.

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>>38006513
>try the grindr meme
>still no bf because I'm not cute

>>38006513
How does the aids feel?

>>38006988

>be lonely robot
>try the grindr meme to find qt traps
>the meme was a lie
>see gay guy at my office on it
>Oh shit oh shit delete app from phone
>next day at office
>omg anon you're in the closet, I thought something was off about you
>promises me not to tell anyone about me being in the closet
>starts inviting me to gay clubs and shit to help me out
>not attracted to guys but have a great time dancing and talking with people at club
>we're good friends now
>tfw not even gay but scared to lose my only friend

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>>38007071
>putting a picture on your first time

>straight
>have great friend
>hang out and have good times all the time
>turns out he's gay and into me
>tell him I'm sorry but I'm straight but I'd totally do gay things with him if he wants (no homo)
>refuses because I'm straight
It's such a shame. If I were gay we'd both have happy relationships right now.

>>38007071
This is a cute story thank you for posting it

>>38006513
fuck you faggot i'd hope cute boys would be pure but nope there just as bad as roasties kys slut

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>>38007470
>tfw you'll never be in a relationship with your best friend
It'd be so perfect

>>38006937
Know how I know you're full of shit?
Because you're posting this while literally in the same thread as other people who wish they had a BF and you fucking made no attempt at all.

Kill yourself, please.

>>38007470

>I'll do gay things with you
>I'm straight

Lol wut

>>38007615
That's what friends do. Sacrifices.

>>38007615
Are you saying you wouldn't do anything for your friends?

>>38006513
Now get a sex change so you can get more dick

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>>38007470
>>tell him I'm sorry but I'm straight but I'd totally do gay things with him if he wants (no homo)

I believe the correct term for this is "in the closet".

>>38007559

How am I full of shit? What I said is correct. I've never been shown attention in real life. Someone saying " I want a bf" on 4chan means nothing.

>>38007673
Stupid frog.
No I'm not. I don't get turned on by guys at all and never have. It's just that having a buddy prod my ass for his enjoyment wouldn't be a traumatic experience I imagine.

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>>38007748
You're full of shit because you won't even make the attempt to interact.

You're worse than a roastie.
You expect to not talk to people and have them do all the work with initiating conversation.

I bet you sit at your home all day crying why no prince on a horse will come knock on your door. Or even then I bet you won't answer the door while still crying about how no one gives you attention. Shut the fuck up till you actually try, there are people with legitimate problems on this board and you're shitting up the board by pretending you're one of them. There are people who actually talk to others, and ask them out and get rejected. You don't even have the balls to get rejected, you're just a pansy pussy attention whore loser who needs to hang himself already.

People like you NEED to die alone, and I hope anyone who meets you senses how retarded you are and nopes the fuck out.

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Lemme tell ya a story, homos of /r9k/

>be me
>Straight, have gay friend
>We've been friends for a few months
>Recently have really been getting desperate since I'm still a khv
>Decide to attempt homopill
>Ring up gay friend, flirt
>Ask if he wants to go grab coffee
>He instantly sends a dickpic
>coldfeet.jpeg
>Just plain sex wasn't really what I had in mind but I guess I'll roll with it
>Do some more talking, mention that I only top
>"I usually only top too, but I'll make an exception for you, Leatherboi."
>What the fuck?
>Respond like any sane person would: "Leatherboi?"
>He starts freaking out
>"S-sorry, I thought it'd be cute.."
>I dress like a greaser daily so I guess that's where he got "leatherboi" from
>"W-what do you want me to call you then?"
>Decide to just end things here and destroy this guys life
>"Just call me friend."
>No response for a while
>20 minutes later I get a sad face and I leave him on read
>He starts freaking out and spam-calling me
>Decide to just ignore him like the horrible person I am
>It turns out I was his oneitis
>I had defended him from assholes before, princess carried him once in front of a bunch of friends as a joke, and was one of his few friends
>Turns out I was his gay leather-clad Greaser dreamboy, even though I'm straight
>mfw destroy his hopes and dreams
>mfw I apparently went off at him while drunk at a party (that he wasn't invited to, mind you. He heard I was going to a party and asked people until he found out where)
>inb4 "normie going to parties n shiet," it was a close friends birthday party, most parties are awful and I hate going to them
>mfw he shows up to confront me in front of anyone
>mfw I made him cry in front of everyone
>mfw I wake up in a ditch the next day with no recollection of what the fuck happened and have to rely on my friends to fill me in

Should I feel like an awful person, /r9k/? I'm legitimately not sure.

>>38007815

All gays die alone, kek. You think gays have relationships which extend beyond FWB? I'm already nearing gay death and my libido is shot. I want to be straight so at least I'd have a chance at a serious relationship.

>>38007815
You are very upset about something..

>>38007855
Well at least they die early because
https://youtu.be/JwjvBCP-UcU

>>38007779

That's really not how it works, man. Straight people find the idea of being sexually intimate with a member of the same sex to be disgusting. If you imagine some gay guy fucking you and thing, "Yeah, that might not be too bad" then you are very far from straight and you need to stop lying to yourself because you're not fooling anyone else.

>>38007855
You're wrong.
I'm best friends with 2 gay couples who have been together for over 20 years now.

The fact you can even think of such a thing shows how retarded you are. GO THE FUCK OUTSIDE ALREADY AND GET THE FUCK OFF 4CHAN. You fat ugly piece of shit thinks he knows about the world from his computer.

>>38007837
Jesus Anon that's a shitty situation, you should feel bad for him but not shitty about yourself. He did send you a dick pick right off the bat probably the worst thing to do to oneitis who just started show affection to you. You aren't horrible you just got spooked because he came on way too hard.

>>38007955

>2 gay couples who have been together for over 20 years now.

TOP FUCKING KEK

Holy shit, can we get a book of normalfag mythology? Items include

>5'2 Indian Manlet who scores with 10/10 super models
>Gay couple who have been together 20 years
>Guy who just goes on a cocaine snorting/hooker fucking spree to cure his depression
>Guy who has a haircut and a shower, thus transforming into a 6'4 Chad Thundercock

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>>38007837
You're at least borderline psychopath, that was some harsh shit desu.

>>38007911
>that might not be too bad
But that's not what I'm thinking. I'm sure I wouldn't enjoy it. I'm sure I'd rather dislike it. But he's a very good friend and I can imagine the opposite situation (a girl I like who turns out to be lesbian) being better if she at least showed that kind of sympathy. I'm not sure I'd accept either. My friend and I are similar in that way. Perhaps that's why I offered. Never expecting anything.

I dislike the idea of being with guys quite strongly. But if it's a guy I like and it's to his benefit I'd be ok with it.
I don't like driving people home when they're dead drunk and prone to empty their insides all over my car. But it's something you do for friends.
I certainly wouldn't have it happen on the regular though. That'd be disturbing. Unless I found myself to be gay or 'turned' gay.

If you're not the kind of person who'd suffer a lot for your friends I don't think you are capable of friendship. It's cheesy but friends are the people you'd take a bullet for. The people you'd regret not taking a bullet for.
And if I feel like that about this dude and other friends then why would I be a closet gay? I'm in Sweden even. There's no fucking reason.

>>38006513
Top or Bottom?
Are you a cute twink, post boipussy.

>>38008011
>>38008024
I don't know what to do now. It's been a few days and I haven't talked to him at all

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>>38006513
Why would someone go on the internet and just lie like that

>>38008012
you just never leave the house so you have the knowledge of a 10 year old.

Why do you think you know more about the world than people who you know..actually go out in it?

You just sit on your computer shitposting on 4chan calling people "normalfags" yet you think you know more about relationships than people who actually had fucking relationships longer than you were alive.

>>38008135
You broke his heart, you slut.
You're worse than any of them women /r9k/ complained about, at least they're nice to the guys they friendzone.

>>38008166
But how does he fix this now? Asking for a friend.

What's it like being gay? I cannot fathom the idea of it.

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>>38008166
>you slut
Anon please I'm a KHV.

At least I was *straight*-up with the guy about it and didn't leave him hoping for years

Should I even bother trying to repair this?

>>38008164

C'mon anon, being in contact with something doesn't make you an expert on it. My friend drinks a lot of beer, but I wouldn't expect him to know the chemical method of synthesizing ethanol.

>>38006684
You're a retarded fucking faggot

>6 months into being gay
What? You just decided one day?

>>38008313
Then why are you acting like the expert/know-it-all?
Shut the fuck up virgin.

Virgins trying to pretend they know more about sex & relationships than other people is pathetic.

i genuinely hope you rot in hell op

>>38008409
It's the one weird trick normies don't want you to know about.

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>>38007837
Every time that I ask people out for coffee, they don't send me dick pics. What am I doing wrong?

>>38008135
Idk senpai I think that you should at least apologize to the poor guy through a message. I think had the situation gone differently you two would likely have been together.
You want a discord or something probably better to talk in private?

>>38008232
you can say you're sorry I guess, but no real way to repair this. He's a homo and your straight, so it'll never happen.

>>38008231
It's simple: just choose to fuck dudes.

Y'know how some sloots only fuck rich men because money? Fags fuck dudes because attention.

>>38008366
u mad bitch? why do you care?

>>38006513
enjoy the aids you faggot whore

>>38008037
>letting someone fuck you in the ass is just what you'd do for a friend, no homo
Dear God you're deluded.

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>>38008445
I guess you're not /leather/ enough? Although I don't know how he was into me at all, pic related is the autism jacket I wear nearly every day (except mine has two sleeves)

>>38008501
>>38008520
I've talked to people in Discords already and they all want me to apologize, but I'm not sure how to go about doing it. Could any anons who have been in similar situations give advice? ""Fembots"" need not apply.

>>38008638
He may not want anything to do with you. Only thing you can do is bite the bullet. Say you're sorry for how shit went down and offer to talk about what happened. No magic formula here, that's about all you can do.

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>>38008627
Dear God you're friendless.
Also. Hmm.

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>>38008638
I've always thought that leather bunnies were a gay stereotype. Are all gay men into leather? (Please say yes)

>>38008737
I've had a lot of friends over the years I'd do just about anything for(except take it in the ass).

>>38006513
>not a virgin
>thriving social life and sex life
>not one but two partners

I am sick to death of you normie faggots on this board. You don't belong here.

>>38006542
>>38006937
>>38006988
I know all of these feels. Being gay doesn't change anything unless you're already a good looking normie.

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>>38006513
>normalfag still visits here even though he's not a lone virgin
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>38008781
>I would take a bullet for you
>But I'd NEVER take it up the ass for you
Anon that's quite the homophobia you have there. Or maybe you're just in the closet and projecting or something. I hear it claimed that there's some relation there. Not sure how.

>>38008850
that's good bait
here's your (you)

>>38008638
Apologise to him then if it's what people are telling you to do. Or do you just not know the words?

>>38008870
Thanks anon.
Have a (you) for replying to my honest non-bait.

>>38008850
why do fags think everyone else is a fag? maybe, just maybe I'm completely repulsed by the idea of a dick in my ass. But no, according to you I'm hiding in the closet.

>>38008870

He has a point though. People have sex with people they aren't attracted to all the time, like hookers. This idea that to be straight you have to believe that sex with another man will burn your skin off is just ridiculous.

Sexuality is a lot more flexible than people like to believe, but its much easier and comforting to think that sex with another man will kill you cause it makes you feel as straight as possible, but its all in your head.

>>38008811
Anon that's a very gay way to dress. Are you 100% sure you aren't?

>>38008911
Thanks for agreeing but arguably hookers aren't in the same circumstance at all.

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Fuck. I missed the fabulous wardrobe.

>>38008943

I think its very similar. Being straight doesn't mean you are attracted to all members of the opposite sex. There are some girls who might as well be guys with how unattractive they are to you.

>>38008890
I just don't know what to say, really.

"Hey, sorry I crushed your hopes and dreams and completely BTFO'd you at that party. I'm sure you hate me now but uhhhhh wanna be friends again?"

>>38008918
Yes, I'm sure I'm not. Well, at least 75% sure. All I want is a qt who I can defend from the bad things in this world

t. hopeless loser romantic greaser

>>38008958
If you were referring to my autism outfit that I deleted, it's because nobody needs to see that shit anyways

it's awful but i think i look cool

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This fucking thread....

The denial is absurd:
>nothing gay about helping out a friend by offering him my ass
>I'm not gay, well, 75% sure, maybe...

>>38009011
Just suck his dick you faggot, you already dress like an 80's masochist hard-bottom anyways.

I think there are men who fall in love with men and complete degenerates. Some would hate both but there's a difference.

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>>38009011
If you think that your outfit is cool but nobody needs to see it, what the fuck is the point of wearing it? Do you look into a mirror when you jack off? While wearing said outfit?

>>38009065

>you can't do things you don't like for other people

Its simply flawed thinking, perpetuated by seriously homophobic dudes. Look at fear factor, where they got contestants to do all these disgusting things for money. They didn't eat spiders because spiders are delicious, but because there was an incentive to endure the discomfort. Whether you like it or not, the same thing is possible with sex acts.

>>38009010
I don't really think so. The girl vs boy thing is very clearly defined for me. Someone can be completely undetermined for me visually and when I hear the voice my idea of them changes completely.
That one thread about deformed people is an example. Most aren't strictly recognized as male or female at that point. And they're clearly not great to look at. But as soon as I hear a girl's voice it's very different. I feel all the emotions I'd feel for a normal girl (straight men being suckers for pitying girls as I'm sure you know) except for the physical attraction. I don't feel that way for a deformed guy.
>>38009065
What? Never admitted to any homo anon. Again I just don't think you have friends.
>>38009149
Anon I think you're upset with flamboyant assholes and not gay people.

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>>38009113
>>38009065
(You)

>>38009158
I mean nobody here needs to see it. I get a lot of weird questions about it as it is, I don't want to have to admit that the outfit is truly awful when robots start to question it

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>can't get aroused by penises
>the thought of any kind of butt stuff on me scares me
>think that 2d traps are hot if they're clothed and don't show penis

What does it mean? Am I slowly starting to turn gay?

>>38009212
Sounds like you're completely straight and attracted to female characteristics and have no problem with disassociating your idea of a character from your physical appreciation of that character just like a normal straight man would

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>>38009212
Depends, do you find this attractive or not?

>>38009011
I know somebody just like you Anon, dw you'll find a qt to protect someday.

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>>38009212
It begins. Faggot.

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>>38009333
Here's another one fampiajipaoriginal

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>>38009383
Another pic to help you decide.

123111szzzzzzoriginal

>>38009065
Is it gay to want to taste Ruika's feminine penis and/or trap hole?

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>>38009403
You're gay if you find this attractive.111111

>>38006716
sauce?
origkll

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>>38009203
I suppose that if you want to die, you would want to die historik on the Fury Road. With your BIG GAY boots on. Btw, have you watched the Black and Chrome version?

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>>38009403
Perky nipples.

>>38007537
I'm about to take my life over this feel honestly

>>38006513
gee bill!!!! 40 guys????

>be degenerate
>do degenerate things
you are just another normie, bitch
get the hell out

>>38009333
>>38009383
>>38009432

See but you aren't being completely honest with these pictures. These are MtF pornstars or at least look like it. Find some obviously male cuteboy and see if people are attracted to them or big strong handsome men like the ones I like.

>>38007071
that was a very pure outcome of a trap finding quest

>>38006513
>6th month into being straight
>went from khhv beta to having sex with 40 girls
>even have 2 girlfriends on rotation that buy me things
>even manage to fuck 3 guys because of guy who wanted a threesome with their gf
>her bf recommend me to 2 of her friends and I fucked them both
It seems like only homosexual males have a problem in society. Also, you're not gay. You're bisexual you fucking idiot.

>>38006513
>says all of this without proof
Also, I highly doubt you have 2 boyfriends that buy you things. You also never fucked multiple chicks and up to 40 guys unless you're a complete slut. Especially in 6 months. I bet you're a trap. Also, if this is somehow true, just because you have a bunch of sex as a homosexual doesn't mean there's straight guys out there that don't have a bunch of sex with women. Oh, and I'm gay myself. Why don't I have a shit ton of sex and 2 boyfriends?
>lol it's so ez pz to date a gay and fuck them lmao they should come flocking to you if you tell them you're gay
Nah. That only works if you're attractive or a slut that gives BJs for 5 bucks. I've put myself out there multiple times but I still have no bf. What gives? Oh wait, men are just as hard to get as women. They only like you if you're handsome. Just like women. Gtfo

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>>38009801
Phat Phaggott detected.

>>38008850
Why do I come to 4chan? Every day I lose IQ points.

>>38008737
That's really interesting
I wonder if Googles machine learning software can recognize anime figs

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>6th month into being gay
>went from borderline asexual to ridiculously horny all the time
>spend most of my days circlejerking with boys online
>sent hundreds of nude pics of myself in public places
>coming out pushed all my online friends away months ago
>the rush of it is coming down a bit
>im starting to feel shame for my actions
>only still talk to one gay boy from overseas that was really interested with me
>were meeting soon
i think its funny how i went from feeling like sex was more work than its worth, to being obsessed with it, to being bored of it and looking for love. i would try the grindr meme too if all i wanted was sex. maybe i still should? its nice to have options now, gay was always the way(tm)

>>38006542
You're ugly is what went wrong.

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>>38010297
desu sex is fine once in a while but what everyone really wants is just to be loved by someone

if you're gonna be with him, don't cheat anon

>>38010758
ive done a few things so far im not proud of, but nothing thats really "bad". i think im a good ebf for the most part, and if i ever did do anything it would be so i was for sure that i was gay before i met him, to save him the money and the trip. im still kind of confused by my feelings and such.

>>38010902
aw anon i hope it goes well between you two

>>38007837
That makes me want leatherboi dick

>>38011082
Is that because you are a gay?

>>38011581
Yes
Gay cuck

>>38010902
I know the feel of being unsure. It's given me tons of anxiety. I have an ebf I love very much but sometimes I almost worry "what if I turn out too straight".
But some posts in this thread have honestly calmed me down. Maybe I've just gotten over the sexual rush of repressed homosexuality being released and now I'm just looking for love or I'm burnt out for a while.
I don't know.