>be me
>a couple months ago
>cuddle in bed with gf for first time
>holyfuckkk.html
>just have my arms around her
>soon get idea to slowly move hand to her breast
>grab her breast
>"anon... do you like that?"
>uhh yes
>"Good, because I like it when you do that.
>dick gets hard
>she moves her ass a bit against my crotch
>boner is at maximum
>"I can feel your dick anon, are you horny?"
>yes yes yes
>"do you want to do it with me?"
>too scared to say yes
>"Okay, we can keep doing this then."
>feel bad for saying no
>keep on doing same thing
>eventually get under her bra and fiddle around with her nips
>she softly moans
>boner is too massively hard
>still don't fuck still however
>do cuddling meme a couple more times
>never fuck
>we break up a month after
FUCK FUCK FUCK IM RETARDED WHY DIDN'T I FUCK I'M GOING TO BE A PATHETIC VIRGIN FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE
>not moving her hand down to rub your crotch
>not rubbing hers
smdh
>>37984406
Hey, you had a gf. I've never had one.
Thats omega status
>girlfriend
>in bed
>cuddling
>hand stuff
that's much farther than a lot of us can say we've gone/will go. Hopefully that at least gives you the confidence to try again and not cockblock yourself this time.
Almost the same, except asked if i can touch her snd eat her out. She said yes to both. But broke up 1 week after, because she was sn emotional manipulator.
>>37984406
Sounds about right. You might have another opportunity at some point, so make sure you learn your lesson: the man has to lead. Might also want to try fingering and oral if you aren't comfortable with penetration.
>literally had a woman asking if he wanted to fuck her
>didn't do it
You can only blame yourself OP
>>37984406
You will have another chance, but you'll be dead inside when it rolls around. Using fake confidence with a girl you arent attracted to having sex where she is the only person enjoying it.
You dont even nutt.