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>20 years old
>See 2 avenues for my life to go down
>See myself totally alone in the future and helping my sister in her life
>Will likely have no friends, and will work a job I hate, but will live for my family
>Option #2
>Develop socially in this world and listen to the pain in my soul
>Likely will leave my family behind because they will be a hindrance to me
>Will still have a job I hate, but will have people in my life that make it worth existing
I fear that such people are sparse and few, but I've got to try to do something in this world.
No one will help me in this world. They'll drive by and stare at the most.
I need to get away from the people I love. The security is there, but I need something to push me down the track. A part of me believes it's highly probable I'll have no real friends until I die, but it's better to have acquaintances than nothing at all.
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If you're going to live for other people it may as well be your family. That's the only reason I'm alive. Mom and pop went through a lot to bring me here.
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>>37982689
>Feel any kind of obligation to take care of the people who brought you into this world
I never asked for this.
I never wanted to suffer like this.
I just want to die.
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>>37982849
Honestly we don't know if we did or didn't ask for any of this. Really, ponder that.
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Either go on a hero's journey and maybe not ever make it back or forge a middle path. Up to you
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>>37982020
I recommend you go to school. Develop your social skills, and be having a kick-ass job when you're 24
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