I'm so sick of my friends. You are the sum of your closest five friends and I feel like I'm pecking with the turkeys. They're fat, unambitious, complacent, depressed LOSERS! I want to be successful in life! But all I keep doing is wasting my energy trying to fix them. FUCK I spent money on their dreams instead of mine and spent time and energy trying to fix them instead of spending it on ME. At this point I'd rather be alone than talk to them.
I want to become friends with ambitious, rich, /fit/ people and fly with the eagles. Encourage eachother. Go out and have nice dinner and socialize. I guess my ego is too low for that just yet. Met a guy on tinder who was exactly that, and I felt inadequate. Fuck I wanna get my shit together and fly like a full blooded patriotic 4th of July eagle ass motherfucker.
What am I supposed to do? Man, if my friends knew how I really felt about them...
(pic unrelated, recently restarted my computer and have nothing on it, feel free to post shit for me to save.)
>>37964231
Why do you retain contact with them?
You sound like a narcissistic loser. You deserve to be alone.
>>37964231
That sucks. My best friend is like a more socially competent version of myself. Other than that, we pretty much have the same interests and about the same level of intelligence.
>>37964231
Just drop contact with them and get normie energetic narcissistic faggot friends like you?
>having 5 friends
Please leave
>>37964231
>having friends in meatspace
make your 5 top friends imaginary ones, could be fiction, could be your own creations
point is, you can still hang out with your buds but have a better bunch of inspirations at the same time