r9k fucked up my thinking.
I'm not even a bad looking guy, I'm fairly fit and tall and have good qualities yet I feel as though I could never get a girl after years on this board because I'm convinced they all want Chads.
Average and even really attractive girls have even shown interest and straight up said they've liked me and I've ignored them and rejected them because I've done the r9k mental gymnastics and convinced myself they're just roasties manipulating me for something or just messing with me or I'm just being delusional.
When I find out that a girl is not a virgin or acts even a little bit promiscuous she automatically becomes a stupid, worthless slutty whore in my mind and I lose all respect for her. And I can't stand being around what you guys would call "normies" and go to parties or drink because it disgusts me even though its what people my age love doing.
I'm 21 and I feel completely alone and I'm in a mental cage of pessimism mostly caused by this website and yet I keep coming back.
You just had to add the Naruto picture to this didn't you
try switching boards
this site is addictive and almost impossible to leave once you're here but if you try to swap r9k for somewhere slightly more psitive (/fit/ being a good choice) then maybe you can break the mindset.
although it could go the other way, hopefully you don't have any minor insecurities about anything because /fit/ will bring them right out for you
The fault is your own, both for allowing anything as impersonal and empty as a website to alter your perception as well as allowing yourself to blame others for your own weakness.
Just quit coming here if it has a bad effect on you.
>>37942139
r9k fucked up my relationship.
>>37942190
Are you triggered by Sasuke anon
>>37942139
Sasuke is a jackass