Sooooo robots what is your excuse for being a socially awkward

Because l`m not Chad.

>>37917603
>Sooooo robots what is your excuse for being a socially awkward kissless vrigin?

My friends on the wrestling team used me as a fuck toy

1 tier looks,

i make eggy look handsome

>>37917603
I have Hansen's Disease. Cured, but that doesn't stop the ostracism.

Sheltered childhood, social ineptitude, extreme, naivety as a child, bullying, lifelong ostracization, lifelong social pariah, social phobia, asociality, short stature (5'3"), chubby.

>>37917650
>I have Hansen's Disease

what is it?

Social anxiety, scared shitless of women 5/10 and above, decent looking but not chad tier so confusing signals from girls, was raised around all boys growing up.

Unlucky and my failures at trying to change made me lose the motivation to get better at all. When you really start to think about it none of it matters. I'd only want a gf to """prove""" I'm not a loser but nothing beyond that so there's not much of a point. I'd be content if I had a month left to live and I just at in my room all day.
Basically no goals.

>>37917664
It's more commonly known as leprosy.

Lazy eye, introvert (quiet), and non-appealing interests (music and anime).

>>37917636
Could you green text that?

>>37917695
where are you from? I thought that disease was largely eradicated

>>37917770
>asking me to relive those memories

Rude desu

>>37917787
I'm from Illinois. And yes, it is "Largely" but not completely eradicated. You get about 100 cases a year in America, and I was one of those lucky few.

schizophrenia, crohns disease, emotionally abusive father, social anxiety, substance abuse since 14

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Shitty negectful and abusive father, drug/alcohol abuse in teenage years mixed with social isolation.

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>>37917603
Very low self esteem. When I really became self aware I realized what a disgusting autistic shit I've been. I've never recovered.

I'm also really boring and don't really know how to carry a convo.

>>37917816
I'm sorry anon, I have a chronic mental illness myself

>overly protective AND emotionally distant parents

They kept me inside all day but then never really interacted with me.

>tfw a bad upbringing doesn't just fuck you up mentally but actually has an effect on your appearance such as making your face asymmetrical

fuck

>>37917603
computer

stop blaming your failure on parents you degenerate

>>37917973
perfectly symetrical faces are actually considered unatractive nowadays, how asymmetrical is yours?

>>37918024
Not very, but it still sucks.

Symmetrical faces are ALWAYS attractive cause it's a biological signal of good genetic health. Just cause some people look good despite having an asymmetrical face(like ryan gosling) doesn't mean symmetry isn't sought after.

>>37917603
Crippling paranoia, not sure if it is related to aspergers but that too I guess, plus too tired to do anything most of the to!every anyways and I don't have a lot of patience
Does anyone here with aspergers feel excessively paranoid or afraid often?

>>37917603
Learned helplessness thanks to daddy wailing on mommy every other night starting around first grade.

Went to a shitty school.
I hate blaming the environment for my failures but I was the leader at my first school then I changed to another one in which I quickly became the biggest outcast and for some reason I stayed there until high school.

>>37917603
I don't fucking know. Maybe it was the lack of kids in my neighborhood growing up, but I don't think so.

It's like one day you're a care free kid and then the next, the world expects you to realize certain social cues and perform a shit ton of social interactions so that you don't get marked as an autistic, distant person

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ugly here

its worse because my face is fine except my nose I virtually have no nose bridge and the thing at the end of my nose is too big


picrelated actually looks exactly like my nose but for the record I am a male

>>37917603
Overly protective parents
Narcissistic dad who micromanaged everyone

If we made one tiny mistake it was a huge deal he had to point out to us, even if looking back most of it was bullshit, like "stop scraping the plates with your fork, it will leave marks" when it never left any marks and even if it did, who cares. Any time you'd pour milk or something he'd sit and watch you and yell "don't spill" even though you've never spilt before

But if he made big mistakes it's just funny apparently.