wtf is wrong with me have I gone full robot?
>be me
>haven't interacted with people for 2 months, except on vidya
>deleted all social media and all contacts on phone to avoid contact
>it was hard at first but im finally used to being alone
>at 1:00 AM some girl that i haven't talked to in ages texts me
>preview of text says: "anon, how are you I feel like we haven't talked in a long time...that going for you? Miss ya! Get back...
>tfw too much of a pussy to open the text and see what it says
>tfw I'd rather nobody texted me and leave me alone
>tfw I'm considering just deleting it all together
Have I ascended into a new level of autism?
>>37908969
>>37908969
Welcome to the nature of a heavy recluse. Being alone becomes so comfortable only because you don't have to interact with anybody.
When people do, the delusional peacefulness that accompanies isolation is broken eventually when ever someone tries to communicate with you. The uncomfortable feeling you got was because of this OP, you get left with this sense of longing for something you've never really had in the first place.
>>37908969
I barely knew how alone I was til I closed all my social media accounts, no one made any effect to make contact after
Then I started actually talking to people then I realised I never maintained connections to people to warrant them asking about me
I understand the appeal, but it barely helps. Make friends, or at least people who you can speak to couple times a week.
>>37909054
That's why he needs to go deeper. The deeper you go, the less times you're pulled out of it by interaction with people.
>hasnt snapped his sim card in half
pleb
>>37909087
At the risk of your sanity by a certain period of loneliness. Dissociation, feelings of unreality become a daily occurrence. You lose any little ability you may have had of being able to socialize at all with other humans.
I'd say only go through with if you've resolved within yourself a purposeful disconnection from society.
You end up like this.
>>37909054
>>37909058
>>37909087
Thanks for the good responses guys, i cut off all contact with people in general because I felt off around people, like I was at the butt of every relationship I had. Others would always use me for something then forget about me, so I felt worthless. I'm really hesitant about responding to this text because I have to think of a response and I just want to do what I want to do, and im kind of scared that shes just going to ask for a favor only I can do
Do I respond to it? I'll keep you all in the loop
>>37909249
Don't bother anon. Friends are useless just push everyone away.