I think I've realized why I keep coming here, aside from my chemical addiction to porn.
It's because I'm wrestling with this place, but this place cannot be beaten by fighting it or becoming it. It's a katch-22 and the only way to win is to stop playing.
It's some misguided sense of obligation I have to you that keeps me here even though you could care less, or care too deeply, or want me dead, or whatever else.
I'm done wrestling with you and I hope you're done wrestling with me, for your sake.
You'll be back, fag
oregano