>too lazy and easily distracted to be able to do anything productive
>I know I will never be able to find the willpower to change my habits, no matter how much I tell myself otherwise
if I don't kill myself now I'm probably just gonna end up doing it later. the only thing preventing me from killing myself is fear of the abyss
Hahaha, same here Anon, I'll just wait until I'm really poor and kill myself then so I don't starve to death
>>37901998
Have you tried taking Adderall or Ritalin, fellow robot?
>>37903260
This.
Psychiatry is God-tier
>>37903260
> take ritalin
> be relaxed and focused for the first time in your life
> depression -> gonsky
> why am I diagnosed so late?
> fuck humanity
>>37903709
Where you still in school when you started taking it?
>>37903720
I was studying medicine when I found out. Still didn't like, made me depressed. Doing computer science in september.
Why'd you ask?
I think it's great to start treatment in school because everyone suddenly notices you actually had a real problem making you so weird and you can use your whole brain in conversations. Should be an spring socially.
I started treatment depressed at home and that wasnt so good. No daily reference point you understand?
It'll be trial and error.
>>37903260
yee, if you are terminally fucked stims are greeeaaaat. i had bursts of energy to get loads of shit done on my own free will with em. like whole 16 hour days of actual good quality productive work binging stims. imma get some more im out