normally I suppress these feels and just shitpost all day. But

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There, there. If it's any consolation, I really enjoyed the top part of the picture you posted. If you're going to kill yourself make sure you are prepared to do it properly (with gun or train), and when the moment comes you'll either kill yourself or live, maybe realizing something, or to try again later. Please just don't be impulsive and do a method that leaves you brain dead.

As for myself, like everyone, I can't kill myself because I just don't take myself seriously enough. Maybe I do feel like shit, and it hurts to exist, and all that, but I've felt that feeling before, and it's gone away in time. For me, it's just a mood - a convincing, long lasting mood, -
but just a mood. If I were to convince myself to kill myself, it would have to be rational, but what's the point in killing myself if I'll be dead for eternity either way? That for me is a compelling reason not to. I still have some time to live, might as well use it.

But if you think suicide is better and you're just that fucked, then by all means do it responsibly.