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>be me
>be ugly and quiet
>be invisible and treated like shit
few years later
>be me
>be less ugly and starting to take care of self
>still quiet though
>get pushed around because my lack of eye contact and failure to reciprocate random strangers' advances for small chat is seen as bitchy
>get physically assaulted by females and males alike because you don't respond to their attention the way they want you to
literally fuck off. fucking fuck off, no one cared about me when i was hideous and fat and now everyone wants to be my friend. well no, i don't want to talk to you because you find my physical appearance pleasing to the eye. i don't want to say hi back when just a few months ago you would have ignored me completely or perhaps even grimaced at my existence. i wish i was invisible again without the bad habits and low self worth. i really hate everyone and i don't think i can ever trust people again.
I unironically feel you desu.
But if you let your past treatment get in the way of someone that is fun and makes you happy you have no one to blame but yourself. I'm not saying to be naive, you're smart enough not to blindly trust people, but don't shut people out completely.
is <<this what you wanted? fuck off
this.
its like a shock to your system. i will always consider myself ugly no matter what. im used to feel like shit about myself all the time.
>be the same as op
>get their attention enough
>then ghost them irl
It's a devilish feeling
>>37889285
>physically assaulted by females and males alike because you don't respond to their attention the way they want you to
Where do you live that it happens often?
Any stories?
>>37889285
How you care for yourself is an indication of how you might care for others. If you don't even have respect for yourself, how would you have respect for others? So, of course when you started to take care of yourself, people would start taking a chance on you.