Ok guys, I think I've finally sperged out. Until now I always

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Ok guys, I think I've finally sperged out. Until now I always knew it but I always managed to act accordingly and to keep the inner autist under control, almost perfectly looking like a normie. But a small moment of distraction was enough. Here's the story.
Premise 1: in my language, when you want to politely and formally address to someone in front of you, you speak using the female third person (so, for example, instead of something like "you should know that" you say "she should know that")
Premise 2: I was fifth in line, so 4 other people had taken the exam before me (2 of them were girls)

>University oral exam, doing really well, I'm feeling confident and releasing the initial tension, all seems to be going fine
>The professor brings up a graph I'm supposed to explain
>I start writing on paper some formulas and shit
>He makes a link with another topic, and I talk about that as well, but when I finish he's somehow pushing me to say something else
>Since the topics were linked he might want me to say again that thing I already told him
>No, that's impossible, why would he? That would be pointing out the obvious
>I falter a bit, he seems to want to help me
>He says "well, she said it earlier, right?"
>I was still looking at the sheets to see what I was missing, so I didn't notice who he was looking at (in hindsight, it should've been fucking obvious it was me)
>My brain betrays me and says to me "He must be referring to the girl that went before me"
>I say "I'm sorry, I wasn't really paying attention to her exam"
>He pretends not to notice what I said and makes me realize he wanted to hear again what I said earlier
>mfw
>still doesn't feel real

When was it that your true identity was discovered?