does anyone else feel like sleeping is their only real escape

No, oversleeping makes me even more depressed. Waking up at 6PM, it's so wasteful, another wasted day of the "prime" days of my life. Also sleeping too much causes headaches to me. I try to wake up at 12, it's not too early but not too late.

It's one of many. But the most effective one. But is sometimes ruined by shit dreams.

I hate the time between doing something and being asleep. It ruins my mind and then I don't sleep

The opposite. I skip sleep when I'm depressed and just dick around in the computer instead.

Like right now. Fuck life.

>>37883177
Drugs are pretty good. Severe dissociation brought on by bpd also helps. Dissociative Identity Disorder is considered a meme literally because it can be explained by bpd, does that make it less of a disorder though?

Not my only coping mechanism, I also play immersive games like skyrim or fallout. I have a wife and a family in those worlds! :3

>>37883177
yeah

that and exercising as well as browsing the internet

>>37883240
skyrim is pretty comfy anon.