Let me tell you guys the story of how I became a normie and how

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Let me tell you guys the story of how I became a normie and how I still hate myself.

>be 3 years ago
>only girl I ever care about leaves me because I have no steady job, drink and she doesn't really care about me
>for most of these 3 years she keeps calling me and when it feels like she might be back for good she disappears
>become angrier than I've ever been and say fuck it
>move out of shithole apartment and somehow get a place in the most expensive part of the city
>get a good job
>just walked in the interview with nothing, not even a CV
>make good money
>get a dog
>hang out with coworkers in my spare time
>people at work like me
>girls at work are interested in me
>sleep with some random chick from tinder and then ignore her because she's boring
>regularnormiestuff.jpeg
>fast forward to yesterday
>see ex girl posted a picture with her new boyfriend, staring into each others eyes
>she knows I'll see it, doesn't care and probably hates me
>go to bar, get wasted on cheap beer, flirt with stupid 18 year old girls because that's how I can punish myself and turn pain into anger

Everything got better in my life because I actually tried for once, I have 2 jobs now but what's the point? What was the point if no matter what you do, your whole life, the people you care about just leave?