>tfw took an rc benzo 2 months ago and still feel high on

While that sounds pleasant it also sounds kinda scary. Did you just fry your brain?

>>37881523
maybe anxiety is causing you to disassociate

>>37881523
You're just retarded, it wasn't the etizolam

try taking some DMT and watch how that effects sobriety

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did you ever have a head injury or extremely traumatic event in your life?
i developed epilepsy from PTSD, it started with feeling 'high' all the time like you describe, and eventually developed into full blown endogenous DMT trips, and then seizures.

>>37881542
been fighting it for a while. not sure if I ever will go back to normal. I feel cognitively impaired a bit in some ways. I am not sure what is anxiety and what is not anxiety. I get head sensations often and have not felt normal since. When I am not worrying about my affliction yes it can sometimes be pleasant.

I am trying to see if I will feel normal again with being sober. I have been sober for almost 10 days. Before I was using drugs to get me through the effects but they never went away so i am trying sobriety.

>>37881704
Before the time I took the etzi I was having the worst anxiety of my life. I somehow convinced myself that I had HIV because I was getting symptoms. I was so scared of getting tested for a long time and was living in anxiety. I finally got tested among other things and during that time I took the etiz along with kratom, my last perscribed ativan, beer and some weed at the end of the night. I felt fucked after the weed and had to go home.

oh and I only took about .5 mg of etizolam

took kratom and ativan in morning. took etiz when it came in the mail in the afternoon. Went drinking with friends late in afternoon to evening and had about 5 pints. At the end of the evening, I had some weed. I have not felt normal since.