My constant problem is my willpower is usurped by negative thoughts

>>37880685
drugs work if you have the money.

>>37880726
drugs can stop working when you reach a certain point of self hate and alienation from others.

>>37880755
I did it for almost ten years and once you feel good its so mcuh easier getting all the other stuff that can make you "truly" happy.

just don't over do it

>>37880824
I'm not going to leave this room for a while if I ever make it out to the larger world. I'll probably forget I ever made this thread eventually.

I'm 24 years old, I never really went into a full swing drug phase, but I think because of my mental state I always had negative experiences on drugs. anyway, it's blog material.

this thread is just my sigh to /r9k/

I feel like I kind of saw a light outside of the current depression isolation spiral I'm in.

>>37880872
Just buy some heroin on the darknet and do it and then walk outside and tell me how many fucks you give about all hte fucking normies.

>>37880900
people have told me heroine is too addictive to do more then once

>>37880943
Yeah, but remember you are not a normie and you are in hell already.

You can look up online how to do it with out getting into addiction too bad.

>>37880993
I'm just not edgy enough for heroine at this point

but I sincerely am grateful you're pushing heroine on me

>>37880685
You don't. You let it fester until it becomes sarcastic positivity.

>>37881066
Worth a shot its always been there for me.

>>37881104
I have started smoking again so I really don't have a leg to stand on ultimately