have any of you even been in a relationship that you didnt somehow

>>37879916
Nope. Except I think I'm more mentally ill than autistic. Things are really going to shit with current gf as well. She's been gone for five days and I have no idea where.. She also hates me and said she would rather get gang rapper by elephants than ever cuddle with me.

>>37879972
that's rough anon,

at least you're trying

>>37880246
>>37880246
I don't know if it's worth it man. I'm already fucked with sever depression and anxiety and this shit on top of it is too much. I find myself completely shutting down lately almost to the point of catatonia. I feel stuck and unable to even make a move in any direction. I just want to be ok.

>>37879916
not really but to be fair they also had issues of their own except one. but she was so boring and soul crushing i couldn't stand her anymore...

>>37879916
>have any of you even been in a relationship
No