I think I'm going to do it this weekend. Anyone need $4k?

>>37877603
You should spend it on yourself, anon. Just go have some fun or something.

Don't do it anon! We love you.

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Why not treat yourself to something instead? You're going to die anyway. Why not enjoy yourself for the last time?

>>37877603
You really should go out and do something you enjoy for the last time if you really plan on doing it. I hope you don't do it though anon but maybe your life is so bad you need to and I understand that as well.

>>37877603
Take a vacation instead of giving it to some e beggar on 4chan.

I'll take it. help this robot succeed. maybe I'll pay it forward or somethin

>>37877603
4k is a meme, 60fps is the real deal

>>37877619
>>37877653
>>37877643
I will. Fast food, something I get maybe twice a month.

>>37877655
I do have a vacation coming up. I'm stuck house sitting for family. It'll be Sunday.

>>37877603
Seek help ASAP

How do i get the money?

>>37877603
Get some final dopamine out of that body, brain, use that money for this purpose. Eat whatever you want, go wherever you want, do whatever you want within those means.

>>37877790
I guess whoever wants it can give their email or PayPal info. I'm tired of thinking things will improve.

>>37877853

I Don't want you to commit suicide but i'm not going to disrespect you by trying to change your mind or turn down a chance for money when i need it so badly. Zimmermandylan2@gmail

>>37877603
buy some therapy or just treat yourself

Well I'll give this one bump. I'll make a thread a night until then.

>>37877853
Why don't you play a game. Last 2/3 digits is how much you donate to each person. [email protected]

>>37878157
Sure. I'll send you an email in a few hours when I'm free. Night shift and all that.

>>37878190
So buy 100 people a video game or make a real impact in someones life and help them. I'd pick the second option

>>37878157
Replied. Might as well hear your reasons sooner than later. Nobody wants to wait.

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>>37877603
That's your choice, goodbye man

I'll keep it in case you pussy out and need it back. If not, then I will use it to create community websites.

[email protected]

>>37878415
Actaully, I'll make a website in your remembrance as well. Email me your manifesto or something.

>>37877603
Hey op I'm in desperate need of money or I might have to end up like you. Don't really need the entire $4k but it would really help a lot.

>>37877603
Don't you dare give money to the cucks and roasties here OP. They do not deserve it. Spend it all on yourself.

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Could you buy me Tekken 7? If you write a manifesto or make a long rant video, I'll read/watch it all in return.

>>37878435
People need to be remembered. Not things.


>>37878493
And buy what exactly?

>>37877853

im stuck in a wage cuck job bussing tables and im about to an hero myself too, but i would really appreciate the money to help me get by right now.

my email is [email protected]

>>37878509
If it were me: food and travel.

Alternatively, give to a charity that helps kids or something. That way you can help prevent more new robots, rather than enabling currently existing ones here.

>>37878509
You are a people. If you have nothing you personally wish to leave on this world, then just donate it to a charity you care about.

>>37877603
Go to vegas and let 3k ride till youre rich or its gone, hold the rest back for a hotshot or a gun or enough booze to an hero

>>37878302
In all honesty, I'm pretty poor, buying a Nintendo switch is way out my price budget, so anything would cheer me up.

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>>37877603
I could use at least $100.
Where do I sign?

>>37878567
>>37878571
Most charities need far more than what little I have. But this could help an individual more. And I don't think I'm much of a person. I'm a statistic. The most hated, useless demographic.

>>37878583
I thought about gambling. Either strike it rich or most likely end up broke. Already own an AR and handgun and I don't drink. Was always addicted to the casino in Persona 1. And always made money from it.

>>37877853
[email protected]
Gibe money pls.

Put 4k into Ethereum and wait until you're rich.

>>37877853
[email protected] email not my paypal
>>37878437
here btw. Need money to pay for rent or I'll be homeless

How are you going to send the money by email

>>37878702
PayPal info from email. Already replied to one person. I'd rather not reply to everyone and get their hopes up.

>>37878676
How do you know that would be worth it?

Can I please have some money? I'm not comfy posting my info here so can you just send a money order to D.C under Roberto. I just got to my sisters house from a shit moment in my life. I lost very much so it would be a big help if you donate 500$ please.

>>37877853

If you're feeling generous, I wouldn't mind a $100 Amazon gift card. I hope you'll be freed from whatever suffering led you to this once you do it, OP.

[email protected]

>>37878718
Well, what else are you going to do with it?

>>37878654
You're not helping anyone here man. You're gonna give free bux to normies and underaged shitters. People who never batted at eye at you during your lifetime.

Do something right for once.

>>37878765
He's a fucking faggot larper. I hope he an heros.

ive been bussing tables for 2 yrs.. any money would help anon [email protected]

>>37878775
Ask
>>37878157

>>37878773
Define "right". I think quitting is fair. I've done nothing but wear out my welcome and I've already supported enough people in their hard times. Now that they're better off I'm seen as some alien source who they can't imagine how to talk to. Help build people up and they will forget how they were, and forget how you helped. Everyone does it.

If this is what you want to do, here is my PayPal.
[email protected]
>tfw when on purpose
Send me how much you want, Anon.
I'll see you on the other side.

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>>37877603
Ah you are truly a wonderful person trying to give out money before you do it but anon if you want to do it why not have a new experience before you do it. change your life do whatever you want in limits or off limits maybe play sports or quit your job who knows maybe you will find something new that will excite you. It all begins with you and it will end as well with you. remember don't go hollow.

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>>37878870
I wanted to believe I could improve. I wanted to believe that I could lead myself into a fulfilling life. But it won't happen. Even if I bought some test vouchers I'm simply crestfallen.

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>>37877603
Spend the money on yourself
Buy a shitton of morphine or something
enjoy being high as shit before you die.

But if you're gonna give the money away anyway, my air conditioner broke and im suffering with shitty arizona heat. It was like 115 today.

$200 would save it.
>paypal [email protected]


ignore the cringey email.
It's like 3 or 4 years old.

Op is not a liar. We are talking on gmail i will post proof if he delivers. I'm the first person who replied

>>37877603
Not gonna beat around the bush, anon. If you truly have no need for that money, I could really use about 300 dollars right now, [email protected], yes there is an r missing in there.

>>37878826
No, by right I mean have a spine for once in your life. Buying 'tards here video games that they don't deserve is just mindless feelgood shit on your part.

Give it to kids dying of cancer or something, not some passing by r9k normie who's gonna go spend your money on a night out with his gf.

People won't talk to you like this because they want free money like fags. But people who ask for shameless handouts are generally not the type of people you want to give handouts to, if that makes sense.

>>37877603
[email protected]

Send me whatever you'd like, I can't offer much in words only that I hope in some way or form you reach peace

I only need $100 for video games.

>>37879057
Does it matter who takes it, or for what reason? "Mindless feelgood shit" is really what everyone else is suggesting when it comes to spending it on myself.

>>37879149
I think you should do whatever you want. People are quick to judge beacuse they don't know your situation

>>37877603
Pay a therapist. Go get some help, nothing is worth dying over.

>>37879149
>Does it matter who takes it, or for what reason?

Yes.

Maybe it's because I see you as a human being, so I do not think you should help "people" who don't view you as a human being (and instead as a random cash dispenser). That's all I mean by having a spine for once.

The people who tell you to spend it on yourself are good people to be honest. Since they view you as worth it. Also honestly I dunno how you don't get pissed off at all the obvious underages asking you for video game money.

>>37877853
if you are feeling generous then please go ahead. send 1 dollar of you feel. about to be homeless so up to you. paypal
is [email protected]

>>37879277
I've been pissed off at worse. I've spent more than 4k than someone who was ungrateful and threatened me with suicide or prostitution for more. I've wasted years being a good family member and good friend to later be called a redneck or lazy. I expect no one here to be genuine. To me it doesn't care if they are genuine. Words are cheap either way and I know I'm going to end up like the rest of my family if I last long enough. I know I have more than enough signs of child abuse to hint that I'll either end up in prison or addicted to some substance. I know I'm objectively disadvantaged when it comes to any form of family or genuine support. With this, I'm saying fuck it. I can see my most likely future and I don't like it. I can see what little family I've had drift off and live their own life while they look at me and say "I don't know what to tell you". I'm a very sturdy stepping stone. A very solid support wall. Those don't matter if you don't need them, and nobody needs me now that they're set up and can take it from there.
Giving money to some random person for whatever """reason""" they give is at least me sticking to my nature. A means to an end.

>>37879572
Fuck I know how that feels. I've been through all that used and abused shit as well. I know how much it fucking sucks being used. No one who uses you is a good person.

I stuck around despite wanting to off myself and eventually found 1-2 people who were decent human beings. You're seemingly surrounded by terrible people and it's normal for any person to feel like that when totally surrounded. When you're so surrounded by dogshit it makes you feel alone.

If anything it just pisses me off that lately robots are not much different than the shitty people you have just described. You're not shit like that man. I can tell since you described yourself as being a good friend.

>>37877603

Please donate it to Planned Parenthood so somebody can have an abortion and save a future /r/obot from being born.

>>37879890
Let him live or not live his life however he chooses. We all gotta go sometime and robots should have some god damn empathy. We know how fucked up and cruel life is. I have only clung to life so long beacuse i'm a coward. Op seems like a kind soul who wants to help someone else as his last act and we should respect his choice no matter what it is.

>>37879890
I don't think it matters either way if I am or if I'm not. Everyone wants to think that if you just keep trying, you'll make it. Everyone wants to think that with pure effort you will get a head. Everyone wants to think that they matter. And I don't. Everyone I've grown up with and work with are exactly where they've always been. Debt or some fuckup always takes entire years of their time just to even out. Those who are successful told me things that always go back to a supportive family or some form of networking from a relative. Or that they somehow just lucked out and everything fell into place. It's like Dark Souls. Everyone has a class and starting benefits. I started out as a Deprived with a broken club. I went to community college like everyone said would work. Two and a half years and the degree is worthless when I get it. Day of graduation, I'm homeless and told "well sorry, you had time to look". Rescue dog of 8 years gets put down as a result but I'm later told she was adopted. The plan was to find a place with a friend but he flaked on me. He'd later go on to call me in the middle of the night crying for some form of verbal support and has since moved onto complaining about how much free fast food he's been eating since his employer keeps buying lunch.
I lack the will to move forward because it won't get better. I lack the will to keep going and climbing an uphill battle because everyone I know either says "sorry, that sucks" while they spend hundreds a month on fast food or games or say "don't be like me". There's no end game. There's no long term payoff. There's no point beyond impotent defiance that has no place in reality beyond the realm of dumb luck or chance. That's why most people who get a shitty job stay at a shitty job. It's emotionally and mentally draining to the point that going to work in of itself is a chore, nevermind going the extra mile to try to improve while knowing that everyone on your level or above you will scoff.

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>>37878920
So what do you want in life anon? Do you want to improve yourself or your current situation you are living? If so you can do it. Free yourself from your own shackles. after all humans are weak if they encounter an obstacle infront of them. Some humans want to run away from it and some want to destroy it while others try to overcome it. But what they often forget that there are limitless options they can do but they fear the new experience henceforth trying to evade or erase it. So what are you going to do anon?
You are strong if you choose to be. Know your limit dont fear what is coming live for the present and analyze your future to overcome the cons.
There is limitless paths anon. Every path has its cons and pros. You just have to know them an decide which path you would benefit more. Know your needs and try to overcome your weakness. It is never to late even if you are old.

[email protected]
If you can give it all by like the end of today or before you kill yourself that would be pretty cool i mean u gone be dead so not much use for you but me i gone be alive so just hand over the money cunt

>>37880206
I just wanted to live well enough to not have to worry about money. I have no use for it outside of bills, food and the very rare shit I buy. But everyone is either completely stuck in their ways and will die working, or they are in high positions on the fast track to greater heights. I'm only 24, so obviously what do I know, but I've heard from so many people who are 30 or older who are completely well off saying that when they were at my age, they got in and just stayed in. And I guess I'm just no good because no one will bother if I lack a bachelor's and already have experience. And it will always be that way.

>>37880203
I dunno man I'm 33 and worse off than you education-wise. Hell I've never even had a dog. Never had a friend either. But it sounds like you haven't had a friend either to be honest.

I don't like the idea of suicide because it feels like normies win in the end. I'd get so pissed off at people pretending to care at my funeral. You know that shit will happen when you die. I know people go "well I'm dead who cares" but fuck that. Don't give normies any satisfaction ever. Just keep going.

And yes a lot of life is luck. It's luck that you have working legs, working intestines, a stable brain, that you bumped into a potential wife in that one random place, so on and so forth. But logically that also means there is no skill involved in life, so any random person like you or me can get somewhere. Just gotta stay alive for that one luck moment.

Can i have a 10 or 20 dollars steam gift card? I want to buy a game and im poor and my dad los his job recently or whatever you could afford really., if you could send the code to [email protected] (ye, cringy mail, is from 2010) thank you. Hope that you can end your struggle soon and fast, im too much of a pussy to do it

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>>37880341
Hahaha anon you amuse me. you see if you just want to live and not worry about money then it is simple there are lots of solutions for example: cryptocoins learn the basics of it and invest or you could try the army. If you dont like these options then why dont you try freelance. You see anon take a step then take another one. Start from 20% use your information you have gathered and start there. If you like to get employed by a big company try the un jobs its easy desu. You can not jump from level 1 to level 100 in darksouls without cheating. So if you want to cheat in life and trick or steal other people stuff its fine really just remember the pros and cons really. Heh you are only 24 and you have the whole world in your hand anon if you open your mind anon. Search and you shall receive. But if you choose to do nothing tben game over.

>>37880456
There is no winning or losing in real life. None of it matters so don't blame someone for wanting to punch out early. If you can't find happiness then life is misery

>>37880456
I say I have three friends that I call my brothers and that I'd help with anything at a moment's notice but I know the opposite isn't true. I also know that the oldest I will live is 30 because I know I will not have a reason to continue after that. There's no point in continuing out of spite if you have no further goal than to go "fuck those guys" to some nebulously termed body of others. There's no point in continuing for the sake of some lucky event. I've seen what my luck leads to. I would rather end it on my terms and at least know that while my life was shit and I was blamed for things before I could talk to now, I ended it without some guise that one day it would rain gold just for me. It won't happen. You need that sense of determination, yes, but you need more. There is no happy ending for the guy who keeps going for the sake of going. Those are the outliers who make the option so appealing to begin with.

[email protected]
And op if your going to do it at least hero

>>37880631
You are correct. None of it matters. The human body is a bunch of cells, chemicals and many other things.
So basically you can jump from a bulding and die happily if you inject yourself in dopamine and morphine. Anon i think you are wrong and right at the same time. There is happiness and misery in life.
Life is pretty bad put it is up to you anon to make the happy times in it.

>>37877603
Im a bit late, but if youre still here OP I would do alot with 4k.
>go to drivers school
>get a car
>able to get a job then
>drive around for apps
>me and my dad can move out of the ghetto with combined income
>go to technical school a few years later after saving up money

But yea im stuck right now, every single pressure in my situation prevents me from moving forward in life at the moment.
Been using scratchers hoping i would atleast land enough money for drivers ed school but of course the lottery aint a reliable source of charity.

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>>37880745
>>37880631
>>37880341
There is always hope anon no matter where you are.

>>37877603
Not allowed to repost the same thing and I've already written up everything so i'll just refer to this

>>37880762

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>>37877853
>>37878752
Anon if you do this same thing for me and send me an amazon card code I'll be giddy for a week.
[email protected]

>>37877603
Keep it anon, and live on. It's not worth it, I've been in the same dark place.

>>37881121
What point is there in pushing onward?

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>>37877603
Can you send money through google wallet and give me 300?

>>37877603
Anon, I'm sorry for what you feel, but you seem like a good guy so just

Thanks.


If you have any to spare on a pathetic anon like me, my gf's birthday is in a few weeks and I can't afford anything grand for her. If it's not too difficult, could you help me? She means the world to me.
I'll pay it forward once I have money.
My email is
[email protected]
If you want to correspond

Godspeed

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>>37881312
>my gf's birthday
>mf gf

>>37881343
She keeps me from suiciding so it's worth it. If I didn't have her, I'd be op, but with about $23 to give away

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>>37881206
You see there is a point in living but it depends on the person. For example if you are religious then ending your life will be a sin and continuing on doing good things to people and yourself considered the right thing to do. If you a scientific person then the point in living is to make happy memories for yourself and to others to remember you by them after your death. It all depends on you desu and your look on life and death. In my experience it isn't worth it to die before your time comes.

>>37877603
If were to kill myself and had money to waste, I'd probably buy a lot of toys and go to a hospital and give them to the kids dying of cancer and shit. Anyways, hope everything gets better and if it doesn't, good luck in the afterlife.

Anon you should email me so we can chat about stuff
I'm not gonna lecture you or anything but to talk to people with that sort of resolve is interesting
[email protected]

>>37881417
Anon by any chance are you that >>Negative: None
Anon in the answer these thread?

>>37877603
Donate it to charity, they need it more than this fags

>>37881417
Sent an email. Might as well.

>>37881719
I'm not familiar with those threads
>>37881778
Emailed you back

>>37877853
If you're totally serious I wouldn't mind a hundred bucks or so.

paypal.me/rxf246

>>37877603
I don't need or want your money but I'd love some one on one talk. I'm Fuji#0553

So did this coward ass bitch do it or what?

>>37881857
I've no clue what that is.

>>37881868
Sunday, after I'm done house sitting.

>>37877853
I've been in your place anon, shits like this is temporary, a decade from now you'll be glad you didn't,

In the off chance you do though

[email protected]

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>>37881929
So anon are you really going to do it?
Is there anything to change your mind?

>>37879149
>>37879277
Morality as a whole is a figment of humanity, life is inherently meaningless, so there is no real point in trying to be "right"

>>37881981
I see no reason not to. Just a good dinner from a drive through place. A nice ride in the middle of the night. Then I'll just use my 9mm. It'll be away from the car so it's not like it'll cause a mess. Basic, away from anyone else, and it won't bother anyone. Sure I'll become a growing statistic but since when does anyone care about those.

>>37880644

This hits too close to home, I can't blame you if you go through with it

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>>37877603
OP. in the chance u do so
[email protected]

Has anyone received money from this faggot yet? Or am I just wasting my time?

>>37877603
Can you send me 300?

REEE how much longer do I have to wait? I want my money already so I can go out to a party with my friends and buy some expensive drinks. Hurry it up and kill yourself faggot.

Who doesn't need 4k? Is it usd?

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BUY ME TEKKEN MOTHERFUCKER

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>>37882027
Anon I have a request if you be so kindly to do it before you die. The request is listien to this
https://m.youtube com/watch?v=3KS6kSyK2Ww before you die just listen to this in the day you die you dont have to read the lyrics. This is a easy request anon please do it if you decided to end it.

>>37882212
I have no reason to listen to some sad or weeb song as some suicide anthem.

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>>37882027
I see. Anon i would like to know if there is anything i can do to convince you otherwise?
And if not then be sure to have a good memory before you die and no regrets.

>>37882260
What's there to convince? That things will get better? Or that I'll just become ok with my life, such as it is? That a single stroke of good luck, out of my control, will change everything? Or that by letting out my ubermensch, I will improve the quality of my life all on my own?

>>37882027
[email protected] have you tried lsd with some good music, the psytrance make me dance in a euphoric night and since then im less depressed, i though some day i will kill myself but i least i have lived some pretty good days enjoyin my mind.But if you decide to do it listen to this song and if you like send me a few bucks for drugs https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFc3UK-sX9k

>>37882295
Hey start giving out money because at least then you'll be doing one of the two things you said you were going to do

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https://youtu.be/S0Uj6EF4pGY
I will keep postin while i smoke some shit

>>37882320
I don't bother with drugs.

>>37882326
I already have a contact for that, if no one I know already will accept it. You're just salty because you didn't get any bitcoins.

>>37882370
>Hey I'm going to kill myself
>so I'm going to give away my money anyway want some?
>lol I'm not giving it to you guys

See you next week in your next suicide attentionwhoring thread, friendo

>>37882401
>reeding comprihenshin

>>37882370
You should be careful with irl. They may try to get you ommitted to a psych ward under the misguided attempt of helping you.

>>37882423
If you keep pretending to be retarded like this, someone will eventually believe it anon

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>>37882295
No it will not get better anon. If you wish to continue living your life it will be hard. But maybe someday something will change. maybe you will find the things you always wanted. Such is life. Anon life consists of luck and work that you would put in your life to achieve your goals. For example: luck in genetics or some situations that you want to get out of. That is the power of luck.
There is no right and wrong in this universe anon. There is only ethics and laws that people made to not cause disturbance in the land. Anon maybe someday you will get a happy life who knows? Only you anon if you cared to live to see that day. Trust me it is worth it.
There is a path anon you just have to search for it or wait till it comes to you such is fate.

>>37882401
See>>37879034 and>>37878718
Read the thread before you sperg

>>37877853
Can I have 1500? I need to fix my car and my air conditioner, heat is unbearable.

[email protected]

Also I can talk to you. Can't promise I can convince you to not do it but maybe it'll help.

>>37882538
>Hey guys trust me he's not lying trust me I can't lie
And I'm somehow the sperg

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>>37882572
Not everyone larps.

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>>37878718
You fucking faggot OP. You baited everyone hard with free shit so you could feel like you're worth something in your worthless life. Now I unironically hope you kill yourself. Do a flip faggot.

>>37882613
>no exchange of cash
How are you proving me wrong again?

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>>37882631
>baited
you mean what you're trying to do right now?

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>>37882613
>make two throwaway emails
>larp with yourself
>collect (you)s

Go fuck yourself OP. No free money to be found here, everyone go home

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live with purpose anon, live with purpose.

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>>37877603
Please stream it. That would be worth more to me than the money.

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Op does u got a discord i want to chat on u

>>37877853
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Can I get 60$?