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Anyone else here ultimately terrified of dying?
I should rephrase, I worry that when I die, my life would have gone unlived, I will in all likelihood never get to travel, never lose my virginity, never start a family, never get to live. Each time my birthday rolls around I say the same damm thing, "this year it's gonna be different, this time I'm going to make some friends, get a GF" alas every year is the same. What would the point be in living through another 50 years of this shit? To go through the monotny of day to day life, each and every day identical to the last?
I think it highly plausable I end up killing myself within the next few months, I don't know if I am psychologically able to bear another 50 or so years of this wretched isolation.
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if there are no higher powers in existence when you die it will be as if nothing ever existed from your perspective- and your perspective is the only thing that matters.
ultimately nothing really matters.
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I also feel like if I die my life would have been a failure
BUT, if there's more to life than this life, one failure is only a stepping stone towards success! Or perhaps away from it, which is what I am most terrified of.
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