At the grocery store today, there was a lady with a big enough

It'd be very healthy for you to quit your porn use

Usually when I see a woman with a nice body or face, I try to avoid staring. It's not that staring is necessarily bad, but I'm definitely not in a position where I can actually follow through on it and start chasing her if I do get caught.

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>>37875050
>It'd be very healthy for you to quit your porn use
No kidding. Easier said than done, and believe me, I've told myself every other day that I'm going to stop. Obsessively collecting the best material I can find wastes so much of my time, and this is even worse with collecting non-lewd images of cute 2D girls. I always feel terrible after masturbating because I am just confronted with inconsolable feelings of emptiness and loneliness which there isn't an outlet for like sexual urges. If I could turn off all of my sexual and romantic desire and become a monk, I would, and I would be a lot better for it.

>Usually when I see a woman with a nice body or face, I try to avoid staring. It's not that staring is necessarily bad, but I'm definitely not in a position where I can actually follow through on it and start chasing her if I do get caught.
I understand this feeling, unless I'm projecting my own thoughts in that situation. If I stop and give it any thought at all, I know that it's completely hopeless. I know that the girl looking cute doesn't mean anything if I have no hope of actually connecting with her and our lifestyles and personalities in all likelihood don't match up sufficiently for a relationship anyway, let alone the initial step of convincing her that I'm a worthwhile person and then somehow maintaining that image, so I have nothing to gain from leering at cute girls other than making myself feel pointless heartache later and projecting my own ideal personality onto her in daydreams.

>>37874711
I had to quit a fucking job I had with a big boobs coworker, otherwise I would have cheated on my gf at the time. It was fucking agonizing seeing someone with such a beautiful chest but remembering that I am a god-fearing man who has a duty to be faithful to someone he loves.

You don't know how fucked it is to have a mom with huge tits. Like I know that even when she's wearing something like a jacket, guys are looking at her chest, and you normally don't care if you catch someone staring at a random girls tits, but it's way fucking different when its your fucking mom. I don't have the greatest relationship with my mom, but growing up sucks when people only came over to check out your mom, and when she left, they'd conveniently had to go home.

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>>37875457
I feel you lad. Whenever I finish jerking off I just feel like hanging myself. I can't even look at myself in the mirror anymore after I fap. I realized about a year or 2 ago that although I still have sexual urges, I've been confusing them with a lack of intimacy, and this has been the thing that's making me feel bad. There's no real outlet for intimacy or human warmth besides the real thing. There was a thread yesterday where we were talking about having imaginary girlfriends in our heads that we pretend to talk to before bed and pretend to cuddle with her. This has been the only thing that's kept me from killing myself, pretending I have a girlfriend.

>>37876466
Dude let me see your mom's huge tits

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wtf is wrong with youse

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>>37876526
I tried to make a big boobs thread and accidentally made a gaping chasm of loneliness thread instead, my bad man.

>Whenever I finish jerking off I just feel like hanging myself. I can't even look at myself in the mirror anymore after I fap.
People always say that they feel better after they fap and don't care about girls for some length of time following that, but I can't relate to that at all. For one I feel disgusted at myself for having so little self-control that I let myself be obsessed with something stupid like that which I waste my time with every day or every other day at the least, and then I just feel drained and I lose all of my motivation to do anything and just want to lay down and forget I exist, but on top of that I get this clarity that all I want is just love and intimate human connection and that there's really no way of simulating that no matter how many oriental comic books with cute girls I read, and that keeps repeating over and over in my head afterwards, I just want love, I just want love, etc.

>There was a thread yesterday where we were talking about having imaginary girlfriends in our heads that we pretend to talk to before bed and pretend to cuddle with her.
I understand that feeling, but my issue blocking even that as a route for coping is that it's literally impossible to even imagine myself in a relationship, or even for a girl to care about me, so every single time I lay in bed trying to daydream about that sort of thing, it always ends up unsatisfying and painful and I end up just feeling hollower for it instead. If I don't abort it early enough, I always subconsciously lead it the same direction where the girl ends up having tried to manipulate me for personal gain, because that's the only way I can imagine a girl ever wanting to interact with me, or otherwise she just ends up disgusted with me after being around me long enough past the initial awkward and highly improbable meeting.

Look at em

>>37874711
fortunately, I'm dead inside, so I have a constant deadpan/emotionless expression. A tiddy monster could be running naked down the side walk and I wouldn't even flinch, even if I might be fapping in my mind

>>37876466
That sounds really uncomfortable, I don't know how I would handle it. I've wondered what it would be like to have a sister or mother with a really big chest. Usually while fapping, but still. Do you ever stare at or fantasize about her, or is it far too offputting if it's your actual mom and not one of your incest doujins?

>>37874711
>see a chick with massive tits
>stare at her massive tits
>she catches me staring
>I look into her eyes, smile, and give an eyebrow raise
>more often than not, she smiles and appreciates the attention
I do not have any bad stories about tits.

>>37876949
>tfw no lonely giant boobs gf

>>37877334
Chad get ye gone

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>>37876949
Truly brother I worry that this is already hell and we just haven't realized it yet. I can relate to your point about not being able to even imagine an imaginary girlfriend as sometimes it doesn't work me either. I've always wanted to do a research study on the brain after multiple years of intimate isolation. Maybe I'll write my master's dissertation thesis on it, but I doubt the normies at my university would approve such a study.

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>>37876949
Listen to this song and feel the feels. Then go /sortyourselfout/ and get a gf
https://soundcloud.com/kendrick-lamar-music/love

>>37877198
I never did, but she's also the main reason I'm a fucked up person socially, so I resent her for that.

But she might play a role in how big boobs doesn't really do anything for me and that ass does, considering she doesn't really have an ass.

>>37877977
>she's also the main reason I'm a fucked up person socially, so I resent her for that.
I'm assuming you mean she hindered your social development in ways other than with her boobs, because it would be kind of mean to resent her for that when she couldn't really help that.

>But she might play a role in how big boobs doesn't really do anything for me and that ass does, considering she doesn't really have an ass.
How do you figure that works? The only way I can explain that is just growing up around someone with a certain trait like that, you would become desensitized to it.

>>37878165
She would lie to my dad and me, and almost cost us our house several times as a result for example. She was always paranoid that my dad would cheat so she never let me have bonding time with him, always having to go with us, even to shit like the supermarket. She would nag him and start fights over his past ex's, and eventually he became an alcoholic which obviously was a great time, and their marriage was shitty.

She was sort of overbearing, not letting me have friends outside of school, she had never let me outside for more than a hour, and she would always watch me. She never let me go over friend's homes. And when she had my brothers, she showed them much more freedom and compassion then she showed me growing up,.

But I think the worst thing is that after all of it, because I'm more introverted compared to the rest of my family, she always tried to make me seem like the bad guy when I didn't want to spend time with the anyone.

She had said that if I wasn't born they'd have divorced by now (even though they had 2 other kids afterwards), the only reason they didn't get an abortion/divorced after I was born was that they both came from judgmental religious families.

I assume the boob thing was a mix of the desensitization, and how she fucked up my childhood.

>>37874711

I was in that exact situation once, except I said "Woah!" when I looked up at saw her tits. Believe it or not, I didn't start crying.

>>37876361
>Implying she would go for you
Top kik

>>37874711
are you retarded? serious and very original question

>>37878941
I got to the current last post of the thread before remember my mom has big boobs too.

I never really thought of it much. She's fat, so they don't stick out like on a skinny woman. And she never got attention, considering most people hate fat chicks. She was a good mom. Sometimes ornery, and as loud as a black woman.

I still love tiddymonsters though.

>>37877448
fucking THIS. The majority of tiddymonsters I've encountered do the shirt adjustment to hide their sweater puppies more from me, even though I wasn't staring. Even if they're a disgusting middle aged jewish hobbit who I have no attraction to.

>>37879049
>Believe it or not, I didn't start crying.
Not even a little bit? Stone cold, man.

>>37878941
See, it's when I've always read stories like this on here that I've reminded myself that I'm a special kind of fuckup. My parents were a good mix of being unrestrictive while providing structure and discipline and I don't really have problems with the way they raised me, and yet I still managed to become an absolute incompetent retard who can't function socially or otherwise.
>because I'm more introverted compared to the rest of my family, she always tried to make me seem like the bad guy when I didn't want to spend time with the anyone
I hate this but there's no way around it.

>>37879142
Absolutely. I am a stunted human being.

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>>37877334
>in class
>girl is sitting behind me
>she calls me to ask a question
>turn around
>my head is slightly tilted downward because of the position
>the top part of my glasses was blocking my view to make eye contact so just look down at her desk
>she abruptly pulls up her sweater to cover her cleavage
>sits on the other side of the classroom for the rest of the quarter