>jerk off to some gross femdom
>cum on my own face
>eat it
>instant self hatred
WHY AM I LIKE THIS? HOW DO I FIX THIS? MY MOUTH TASTES OF CUM AS I WRITE THIS
Femanon here. Guys who eat their own cum are gross. Instead, you should not cum at all.
>>37861314
Are you suggesting cuckolding or no fap?
>>37861320
I'm suggesting edging.
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME I AM SICK OF BEING LIKE THIS
>>37861407
Do you like the taste?
>>37861416
Absolutely not.
>>37861407
Why do you suggest this? Are you in to femdom?
>>37861407
>>37861440
What are you sick of? Femdom fetish? CEI? Degeneracy in general? Its hard to offer advice when we don't even know what you want to change.
>>37861518
Degeneracy in general. Help me be normal about sex and not feel the need to jerk off 2-3 times a day.
>>37861547
Generally, the longer you go without cumming the more likely you are to be turned on by tamer stuff. Guys that do nofap talk about getting hard just from someone smiling at them.
You can also try mixing in vanilla stuff with your perverted femdom porn.
>tfw at the point where I can only get turned on by demeaning retarded fetish porn
I want to nofap but it's so difficult
>>37861547
I don't think their is any way to really get rid of a fetish once you catch it, they really stick with you. The best you can do is damage control like >>37861648
said.
Or just embrace it. Why be afraid of degeneracy? You don't need to eat your own ejaculate, their are plenty of other kinks to masturbate too.
I wish I could be turned on by a video of a real man and a real woman having sex
my life would be much easier I think
>>37861672
>>37861678
I can get off to vanilla stuff (or really nothing at all) it's just I'm always drawn towards femdom. The worst part is I sent a video of me eating my cum to a girl over snapchat. She's not into femdom
>get into trap stuff
>start wanting to be the trap
>fall into the "make me want to suck cock" threads on /gif/
>want to suck a cock in real life
>meet dude online
>b..but AIDS
>agrees to get tested
>wait for results
>clean
>meet up
>h..here I go
>cums
>never tasted cum before, not even my own
>it's fucking nasty
>spit it all up
>rush to the bathroom and throw up
>I feel bad
>he feels bad
>awkwardly grab my stuff and go
I don't understand how some people can be cum sluts. That shit fucking smells nasty and tastes even worse
>>37861733
>The worst part is I sent a video of me eating my cum to a girl over snapchat
Pretty sure that counts as sexual harassment. Brace yourself dude.
(Unless im misreading it and she agreed beforehand in which case ignore this reply)
>>37861781
She did agree beforehand, I just don't think she was expecting me to actually do it
>>37861733
>The worst part is I sent a video of me eating my cum to a girl over snapchat.
That's... cute in a sick way.
>She's not into femdom
Ah, don't worry. I'm sure it will find its way into the hands of someone who is.
>>37861733
I love femdom too. Just avoid the parts that make you feel especially icky like, in your case, cum eating, and masturbate to the things you like.
Or you can do nofap and try to improve yourself but whats the fun in that?
>>37861803
Cute?:)
>>37861809
What do you think the least degenerate forms of femdom are? I like forced ass and pussy eating, is that too bad?
There is nothing wrong with that. I have asked a sexting friend to eat his own cum before and record it. I use the video he sent to get me off every few days.
Just embrace it.
>>37861828
Thats not too bad. Pussy eating is becoming common to the point it doesn't really count as a kink.
Honestly while its easy to point the the most degenerate forms, the least degenerate forms are harder to pick out and really just depend on how far its taken. Like their is a big difference between lightly slapping a guys balls and crushing them against the floor with heals.
>>37861939
So... uh... can I have your snapchat?
>>37861285
>>jerk off to some gross femdom
>>cum on my own face
>>eat it
You're disgusting
>tfw lose post shame fap and just fall asleep with cum on my face
>>37861956
Fuck off dude can't you see where trying to indoctrinate OP into our fetish?
>>37861951
Why? Want to eat you cum for me as well?
>>37862036
I mean yeah kinda if you are into it, I would feel much better about it if I knew people who also were into femdom
I really wish there was a way to permanently get rid of fetishes and revert my sexuality to normal
it's causing me pretty awful distress when I think about it
>>37862047
I would, but I don't really feel comfortable sending nudes to anyone but him. Plus, I can only send my panties so many places to make guys wear them.
>>37862065
Oh god. You know exactly what I want. I've been wishing I had a pair of panties for that reason for so long
>>37862049
What fetishes do you have? Unless its something potentially dangerous like NTR or FinDom you should just accept it. Their is nothing inherently wrong with having different turn ons then other people.
>>37862091
It's pretty amazing. Just seeing his hard dick squished in my lacy panties....it's beyond amazing. Sometimes I make him go further and wear lipstick for me.
We both love the idea of being controlled and often switch roles.
>>37862122
>Switch couple
I hope you and him get married and live a long happy life together filled with kinky sex.
>>37862122
Holy shit that is exactly what I am into I will embrace this degeneracy how can I contact you
>>37862122
Please be my femdom mistress
>>37862102
it's nothing literally harmful but it's stuff that impedes my way of thinking and how I view relationships and sex, I will never be able to get a girlfriend because my primary turn-ons are embarrassing pathetic impossible things
>>37862228
>on /r9k/
>thinks he could get a gf either way
Memes aside, what are your turn ons specifically? You would be surprised whats possible, and what you can convince you significant other to accommodate.
>Try to give self prostate orgasm.
>Get frustrated because I can't quite manage it and just jerk off instead so I have an orgasm where I feel angry at myself.
Alternatively
>Start sucking my own dick.
>Get too impatient to slowly increase my motion and just go at it, guns blazing.
>Cum.
>Have to deal with back pain for the next twenty minutes because I didn't warm up properly.
>>37862257
giant women. futa. pegging. piss. facesitting. femdom. getting punched and kicked and stepped on. forced crossdressing.
these are primary turn-ons. it's not little kinks on the side. I don't want to accommodate, I want to fucking drop them from my brain and be reborn.
you know what's a healthy normal fetish? redheads. glasses. spanking. bondage. you know what's not? imagining a 500ft woman destroying buildings and putting people in her ass.
how could a woman ever respect me? how could I respect myself? a relationship will never work. I'm fucking creepy and mentally ill and it's blatantly obvious when you look at this shit. I'll never be able to be in a normal loving relationship dynamic if this is how I perceive things. if I fucking perceive women as giant monsters made to be superior and fuck my ass. I'm doomed. I'm fucking over.
>>37862363
OK that is some pretty difficult stuff to accommodate. Like >>37861648
suggested you use nofap so your turned on again by vanilla stuff. Then by getting off to that retrain your brain out of its fetish filled mindset.
Its a slow method, and based in part on pseudoscience. but outside of straight up /x/ stuff it is the only way I can think of to get rid of fetishes.
>>37861314
I bet you turn off the lights when having sex. you boring vanilla roastie
>>37861285
Cumming on face and eats it.
I don't think this is a mistake you cummed all over yourself because you like it.