Who here has NO drug of choice?
Normies are so content with drugs, it seems every single one of them takes them to their special little happy place and makes them even more outgoing and cool, but for me, all substances bring out different kinds of pain.
Take alcohol for instance. I feel great for about 1-2 hours after i start drinking, social, happy, in a great mood, then an hour or so later i just become dissociated from everything and feel miserable, and i just want to go home and sleep it off.
Weed, i do like smoking by myself, and playing vidya or watching kino afterwards, baked out of my mind. But i can never do it with people, which makes me feel lonely and isolated as all fuck.
The only other substance i've done is cocaine, only once. I was hyped up for a bit but soon crashed, yet couldn't sleep the entire night. Felt like a fucking zombie the next day. How does anyone enjoy it?
So yeah, i'm miserable sober, and drugs don't really help. But normies can do their drug of choice 24-7 and be unaffected by it somehow.