I don't want to be trans I don't want to be gay I don't

>>37857141

Same. So many cute clothing options.

>>37857141
>I don't want to be trans
>I don't want to be gay
>I don't want to be a man
>I just wish I was born a girl
>Anybody else?

I kinda feel the same but dressing up like a girl and wearing makeup and stuff feels kinda like being a girl and I honestly am considering taking hrt because it's not like I have anything to lose

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>Don't want to be trans
>Don't want to be gay

>Want to be a tomboyish girl.

Memes aside.
I feel weak, sad, alone and not loved. I want to hide and cry, because I don't have the strength to live in this, so harsh, world.

A man like me is the lowest being one could imagine.
Dudes are strong, they don't run, and they don't cry. They don't need others to live, they could be hunting dragons on the alps on their own, surviving with the sheer strength of their manliness.

And because of that i need to keep a straight face and pretend everything's okay.
It's not, but i cannot ask for help: it would make me fall even further into the hole of miserableness. I would feel derided and judged.

If i was a girl I could cry and be scared, without being and feeling disgusting.
It's pretty much the same reason i come here. On r9k you can do the same: you can cry and not being judged.

My meme therapist told me "what are you doing now is being strong anon, you are like that knight on the Alps: not crying, looking happy and stand to the expectations of the world are your foes. You are the hero of the story."
But i don't want to be the hero. I want to be small and make others happy.

How long do y'all give me till i either off myself or become a hon?

Eventually you'll be able to upload your consciousness into a lab-grown body of your choosing; perhaps a chiseled-jaw muscular god, or perhaps a cute, short, buxom girl. Don't settle for this being a tranny nonsense, it's undignified, and pretty much just welfare for doctors who are too dumb to do anything worthwhile.

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>>37858475
>Eventually you'll be able to upload your consciousness into a lab-grown body of your choosing