Anyone here just kind of hollow?
I see a lot of robots here struggling to cope with various emotions but I almost don't have any.
I am almost never angry - a man stole thousands from me once and I don't even care about it.
I don't feel any lust - Masturbation is just a compulsion i get every now and then and if im bored enough I climax which aren't really that pleasurable, desu i've taken shits more pleasant than the average wank. Men women and traps don't arouse me, its my body that decides when i should be aroused as opposed to any outside stimuli.
I still don't understand love and how it might be different between the connection you feel to your sibling or even your dog.
I cant make any friends or hold a conversation because all topics and hobbies are boring - nothing provokes a reaction in me and i'm boring so i bore everyone else.
My greatest desire in life is to feel the ups and downs I see people having but even still i cant help but just feel "meh" about the fact that i never will.
>>37828971
I would kill for that hair.
Reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
>>37828971
i know this absence of feel anon. I feel numb all day everyday. The only thing that elevates my "mood" is exercise. i used to have friends and a socially life but everything felt like a chore and a nuisance
>>37828971
Kind of.
In regards to lust, I'm very content with a good wank.
As far as hobbies go I just play video games and watch shit movie, both of which I don't do with any particular investment.
Only strong emotion I usually feel is anger, usually because of how broken society/human civilization is. But even then I can just take my mind off of it by playing video games.