Who else has completely given up? The only thing I do is cycle

>>37820748
How old are you? t. original vamp

>>37820759
31 years old in a few months

>>37820804
You should probably off yourself then lol
No way have to been actively trying for 5 years to better yourself

I guess I should go to wizchan, however even for that I don't feel appropriate.

They usually write walls of text while it's too bothersome for my weak brain.

please respond apu apu

>>37821012
Nah you're full of shit. Speaking as a 30+ year old guy who as legitimately tried to better himself for 8+ years.

A tough truepill you have to swallow is that no matter how hard you try, you might not get any results at all. It doesn't mean you should give up though.

>>37822862
>It doesn't mean you should give up though.

It's stupid not to.

>>37820748
whats the point on giving up if you are too much of a pussy to kill yourself?
are you just gonna be a bitch and cry for the rest of your life because you cant kill yourself?
i mean if you really want to die just move to london and become a normie, eventually you'll get hit by a ISIS van and you basically didnt even need to lift a finger

>>37820748
Alcohol is my last bastion of (misplaced) hope
Apparently when I'm disinhibited I can be happy which is cool
But when I'm sober I actually can't stand being alive. I feel like a shell of who I should be, existential dread and etc, all the feels you probably already know.

>>37824270
Then you don't understand people like me.

We are trapped, this world is like limbo for us, trapped between the living and the dead and neither of those will have a place for us or more like we don't like either option.

>>37824272
I have tried alcohol, but I don't like it.
It's either not having much positives or drinking so much that one wants to vomit.