>feeling depressed for years >no energy, constant mood

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>feeling depressed for years
>no energy, constant mood swings, problems with sleeping
>finally go to psychiatrist
>answer questions
>nothing really comes out of it
>she said you might be schizofrenic
>need to do many medical examinations
>get refered to psychologist
>answer random questions
>she asked you ever had a gf (answer is "no")
>tell her same things you said to psychiatrist
>tell her that you want to quit job very soon
>tell her about planned suicide when she asks about future with no job
>she starts talking about people that care about me (literally no one)
>this is the part when you realized that you are wasting your time here
>she tells you bullshit like "try something new, go on a trip, try to find new friends"
>remind her that you don't feel like doing anything at all, and that you literally had no friends since you were a child
>"Remember to get an appointment for next week. Thank you." (it's covered by healthcare so it's free)
>she basically told you to leave
>get up, power walk manually out
>don't get another appointment
All those years while struggling with my mind i was reading and looking for help on the internet and literally everyone said that you should never go to psychiatrist. Good thing it was free because i would kill someone if i had to pay for this bullshit. All they want you to do is buy pills from mister Shekelmann and keep eating them. I wish i was american. You can't go on a rampage with no guns.