I can't tell the difference between fake happy and

Then make an effort to improve yourself, pinhead.

Happiness is just a meme.

>>37813009
Isn't this a good thing? You faked it till you made it

>>37813019
>jus b happy
0/10
>>37813091
That was my logic from day one.

I have to look happy every day. I'll fail my lab courses if I'm not a cheery study partner, and my job will be hell if I'm not tolerable to be around. I brighten my face and straighten my back at the smallest, most mundane moments of joy the people near me express. And when I go to try to think up some of my own, I even don't know if it's forced.

Every ounce of enjoyment I feel from music, shows, hobbies, and games feels more muted every day and I don't know how to make it stop

>>37813286
It is hard. My emotions are mute as well, I could be in the most objectively beautiful moment but I'd still feel like somebody else is experiencing it.

I don't know how we fix ourselves, but I'm not going to give up.

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>>37813354
>I'd still feel like somebody else is experiencing it.
That's hitting a bit too close for my taste