Should I leave home? >19 years old >dropped out of university

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Should I leave home?

>19 years old
>dropped out of university
>quit job due to anxiety
>depressed
>no friends/gf
>mother says she regrets having me, wishes she was dead
>father is quietly disappointed in me

While I like living at home because it's all I know and it's a somewhat comfy NEET lifestyle, it's driving me insane at the same time. I have roughly $3000 saved up in cash and access to one of my parents cars. I don't want to live in this major city anymore, I want to drive into the country side. I checked craigslist and there is a bachelor suite available for $500 in a town that seems pretty nice. There are other places I'm also considering, but I feel like I'm just living out hypothetical situations, rather than actively perusing it. I don't know if I'd cut ties with everyone if I left. I always imagined myself running away from it all, but now it seems somewhat necessary. Feel free to tell me I'm a naive spoiled little shit, I know it already.