I had all the time in the world as a child but no will to exercise

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I had all the time in the world as a child but no will to exercise my nonexistent power on. For a child to be happy they must be self sufficient. Self sufficiency is having a strong, healthy body, intellectual mastery, and honour. I was denied all of this and instead was allowed to waste away my youth, earning false accomplishments through videogames and becoming a weak, slothful, ugly shell of what I was truly capable of. All because of the garbage my parents fed into my body and brain. Is it any surprise that I became the disgusting clown-like punching bag of my classmates. A lonely, broken, confused, stupid little boy given rants on how I was somehow superior to those treating me like diet, that they were just jealous (of what?). My idiot parents couldn't admit that it was their neglect on teaching me how to thrive in the real world that led to my disdainable bring. Even after mentally abusing me with their delusional lies and neglect that contemptible piece of human garbage had the GALL to call my child self a mouse and a loser. And even after all that I'm still forced to rely on them for any hope that I may make up for lost time and redeem myself of past embarrassment. I swear one day I'll overcome it all and show those sniveling worms what I'm truly capable of!