I know it sounds lame but I think I just had some kind of awakening.
It's like I've been dreaming this whole time but I finally woke up and realized how much of a fucking loser I am. How much of my life I've wasted on stupid shit. How fucking sad my life is, and how much of it is caused by me just being me. I cried for a few hours and now my reality seems distorted and bleak. I never realized how bad things truly are until now. It feels like there's a physical weight on my chest.
Where do I go from here?
You need to tell us more if you want to get anything, OP.
You have a job?
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>You have a job?
I don't.
I've wasted my entire life doing absolutely nothing. I basically don't exist.