>be me
>be 21 yo NEET
>be severely depressed
>do nothing but stare at the ceiling and shitpost on 4chan all day everyday
>oneitis abandoned me for being depressed
>don't understand anything anymore
>head constantly filled with oppressive thought
>think about an hero everyday
>don't know who I am
>don't know what to do
>doubt everything
>slowly sinking to insanity
>nobody gives a shit about me
>everyone dismisses my struggle and berate me
>was berated my entire life
>seldom leave my room
>just being awake is tiresome
>constantly feeling intense dread and anxiety
>put me out of my misery
go talk to a qt therapist
it's a start
Start by cleaning your room
start now