Robots, I need some emotional support. I just came to the realization

Take few a deep breaths, go for a walk, try to keep things in perspective. I fell in love with a girl who didn't want me back in college too, so I know what it's like. Remember that people have their own lives to live. You can't hold yourself responsible for the choices other people make. Also, if you feel like being in love with a girl who didn't love you back was the best dream of your life, you need to take a good look at your life. It's best not to project your expectations and fantasies onto people, especially girls. If she turned into a feminist hambeast, she probably wasn't the image of perfection you thought she was to begin with. Shedding these delusions can be painful, but remember you did this to yourself when you put her on a pedestal. And even if she is a nice girl, there are other nice girls out there. She's not the only one. If I were you I would focus more on how to take advantage of opportunities you might have in the future, instead of beating yourself up over something that didn't go your way. You can't win 'em all. Go clean your room or go to the gym or do one of the million dumb little things you know you need to do, it'll clear your head.