What's wrong with you, robots? Why do you hate yourself?

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>slave mentality
It all stems from that.

>Asperger's
>only speak when spoken to unless I need something (which leads people to believe that I either hate them, I'm a jerk, or just dumb/slow)
>absolutely terrified of the prospect of interacting with females but also desire a gf so I think about it constantly and never act on opportunities then literally beat myself up afterwards and feel regret
>generally feel like a terrible person who is a burden on others

>>37791320
I'm painfully average and boring to other people. I keep getting reminded that I can't interact on the same level as other people because whenever I thoughtlessly say something I get the cold shoulder and when I keep silent until I have something to say I'm told I'm too quiet and intimidating.
I don't have any friends.
I just binge-read Emergence/Metamorphosis.

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>>37791320
what the fuck is high functioning depression?

ive been diagnosed with major depressive disorder and anxiety, and I probably have apvd. but I'm not living off my parents dime and I deal with my shit.

>>37791320
>Why do you hate yourself?
My brother said that i make him want to punch me because i always see negative things and focus on them no matter how small.

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>Talentless
>Systematically failed everything I've ever done
>Coward
>Sheltered manchild
>Permavirgin
>Unloveable permasingle
>Socially inept
>No drive, no passion, no ambition
>Just kill me already, for the love of God.

>>37791320
I was avoidant to the max last year
my only friend at the time who's got whatever the fuck that one disorder which is like a little mix of downs 'tism and all that shit forms a d&d group
he's got more friends then I do
his friends become my friends by extension
start gming for the group
now I can actually post in threads without sperging out and deleting everything and not posting it

>>37791320
Nobody gives me a reason to love myself, on the contrary, I was made into a vicious superficial rotten person, sure I made so many errors, acted in a nasty unlikeable way, but there is more to me than meets the eye of judging bystanders.
Now I'm just taking a "shelter" in this place, trying at least to fix some of my issues, but frankly speaking the future seems bland to me at this point.