>obese fuck
>losing weight, already lost 20%
>planning to start lifting and getting fit
>still can't get out of my head I will never ever get a gf or touch a woman
>want to kill myself
>but then suddenly remember
>at worst, I can pay for it
>it will be with a condom, yeah, but I will touch and grope and do as I please
Hopes restored robots.
This is fine.