hi robots, today is my 19th birthday, last night my grandfather collapsed in my house and there was lots of screamign and crying, today all of my two friends are out with their gf's. My parents dont get home until late tonight. I have a handfull of my dads meds, should I kill myself? My life besides that is sad and lonely, its just gonna get worse from here
If u don't have shit genetics, it can get better, OP
>>37775555
Just checking this post
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>>37775593
i do not understand what you mean
>>37775500
>its just gonna get worse from here
Nah it's gonna get better. Getting past 20 is like starting the actual game after the tutorial.
Sorry about your grandfather. I hope you can find it in you to look into the future instead.
>>37775634
everytime i go on here I read posts about people saying like "its too late to turn around" and shit once they're 20, why is that, sorry long time lurker
>>37775651
Because we're a pessimistic bunch but are too weak to kill ourselves either despite thinking it's all hopeless.
>>37776018
i hope one day we can all be happy
>>37775500
Dude you're 19 years old, you haven't even lived a potential quarter of your life. Sure these last years were hard but somewhere along the lines things may change but you'll never know if you don't give your life a chance. Happy birthday anon and I hope your grandfather has a speedy recovery
nigga you're 19
>>37775500
Why would you want to end it in sadness? End it on a day of joy and laughter, and love.I've been holding off on killing myself for 10 years and 11 months now.
>>37776018
We hope, even if we think we don't.
>>37777955
Im scared that wont come
>>37777998
It might not.
If you do it, be sure you've got enough to die.