>have pollitically incorrect opinions
>get childhood friend back
>go out with him and a friend of his
>7 years hermit shut-in, extremely anxious
>think to myself all day "whatever you do, don't talk about politics. Don't talk about politics. Don't talk about politics."
>I talked about politics
>thinking AT THE SAME TIME "what the fuck am I talking about, fucking retard stop, just stop NOW"
>but it kept coming out, like verbal diarrhea
Why would the brain do this?
Literally for what purpose?
Thankfully, my friend told me later his friend thought I'm fine.
>>37767838
Autism. I have it too, the only cure is an hero
Your brain is you, you did that, stupid
>>37767838
Usually people who aren't interesting can only talk about politics
It's pretty much an easy way to talk without any creativity
>>37767918
I am ok, we have similar interests. We mainly talked about video games. But why god, why would I say this shit? I didn't mean to.
My mother couldn't stop laughing when I told her. She remembered an episode of Fawlty Towers. If you don't know, the guy has a hotel and some german tourists visit. He is thinking don't mention the war, don't mention Hitler. And in the end he puts his finger as a moustache and does a military march in front of them.
It went just like that. It's fucking crazy.
>>37768035
Are you a political activist? If not then no one cares about your political opinions. You need to be interesting.
>>37767838
haha this is >>37767838
>>37768137
No, I'm not. I don't care about politics either. You are absolutely right, I know.
I just don't understand...
The guy was REALLY fucking hard to talk to. Shy maybe?
To understand how stressed and anxious I was. I was fine at the cafe. But when I left... I started breathing fast and trembling.
>>37768035
Aha hahahahaha
They started it though.
Why bother holding back?
Why would you want to be friends with people with dumb opinions anyway?
>>37768346
Because I don't want to go back to the cave, you know. I've had enough. I am so lonely man... And I don't care! I mean for me, the best would be to not talk about this shit at all.
I just want IRL friends to play couch co-op vidya with, maybe watch a movie, you know, stuff like that...