So fellow robots how are you planning to live a life alone? How are you going to fill the void?
I'm okay with being alone my entire life and missing out love and stuff, but I figured it would be really boring and I just can't find a way to fill the void.
Im just waiting for death i couldn't care less about this fuckin world. I got neetbux and drugs.
I couldlearn to be lonely
>>37765198
This really struck with me anon.. is it possible to learn to be.. lonely? Is it something we can embrace in our lives?
Bumperino pizxa
Bump for help pls anons.
>>37765127
Probably draw people shit on the internet and wallow in my own self pity until I kill myself.
When you start feeling better about your life you realize you cant share it with anyone and you feel miserable again.
Have anyone considered suicide seriously? I see many people talking about it here but I always wonder if people have actually went through it..
>>37766724
I mean for some reason I'm seriously considering it, but at the same time I'm too scared to do it. I guess I just want to live my life on auto pilot and not think of anything else though.
To make myself dead inside.
>Born with the "wrong" brain chemistry
>Don't have a void
CHRISTIANS SAY THAT SUICIDE LEADS TO HELL BECAUSE GOD PREDESTINED FOR THAT TO HAPPEN
>>37765127
i don't plan on living to be honest only existing is enough
i've grown to feel more comfortable in sorrow than in joy, as if the hollow husk that the lost of emotion left became a home, a cold, welcoming, silent home.
i've given up on living, it's too much of a burden to "Be happy", you try so hard for that exact moment in which you're truly smiling but once you get there it's so much less than what you're expecting
was it even worth it? did it numb the pain? no, none of it did
that's why i've decided to just make way for myself, watch my own history play itself as a secondary character, from behind the scenes.
>>37765127
Online friends and gunpla and booze
>>37768062
This sounds painfully familiar. I don't even know how happiness feels like anymore. I think if I had happiness, I would force myself to be sad again because happiness would feel so foreign.
I wish I could be comfortably depressed, sad, but not to the point whereby I think of killing myself everyday.
I'm just trying to pass the time until I die.
>>37768233
But the time involved is awfully long anon.
>>37768246
Believe me, l know.
I don't know
FUCK
>>37768246
You dont know this for sure.
>>37768374
I'm 22. I still have at least 40 years left. I can't imagine living like this. I gotta go sooner somehow..
>>37765127
All of you should stop being drama queens your gfs can help you feel not alone surely
>>37768405
Unknown circumstances may arise and you might get an early death. Who knows
>>37765127
I have money and a job. Even if I don't find a girlfriend, I'll just buy a woman's egg and have a surrogate pregnancy in another country. I still have a great relationship with my family and I'm sure my parents wouldn't mind grandchildren, so it should work out okay.
>>37768416
Vagina is putrid tho
>>37768440
There must be more to your girlfriend then her vagina
>>37768451
Not really. Thats her only worth. Is her vagina. Sad.
>>37768431
That sounds incredible morbid yet somehow assuring at the same time..