>Slowly losing my best friend and there's nothing I can

>>37760746
Recently abandoned all of my friends.
It's kinda nice being friendless because now I have no obligations with other people.

>>37760804
I used to feel like that. The loneliness will get to you. I don't advise going any further down this hole dude.

>>37760822
It's too late Anon.
There's nothing left for me.

>>37760976
You say that now, but just wait. Soon you'll find out you had more to lose and the only reason you know you had it in the first place is that it's gone.

>>37761023
There is nothing more to lose, man.

>>37760746
I have one good friend left and that is because we both have similar tastes in music and vices also we enable each other drinking and smoking. his younger brother is my friend by proxy and my brother is my friend and his new wife by proxy. My "bff" from HS slowly faded away though, if I text him some meme he will respond and we will chat like it is nothing but we never hang out anymore it's weird

being 25 is shitty and lame I don't know why I thought otherwise 10 years ago

>>37761062
I guess there's no convincing you. I tried. All I can say is remember this moment when you start to regret your decision.

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> Attempt to reconnect with an old coworker from about a year ago
> neurotically check my emails every few hours
> No response in a week

I suppose it makes sense why they wouldn't want to maintain contact with me, but it's still painful to know they're effectively gone forever. In practical terms it's no different than death.

>>37761256
I understand anon. It's a pain unlike any other to be forgotten by people you care for.

The few friends I have I feel like I want to cut off all contact with them, and I don't know why. I cut off my mom and siblings when I was when I was 13. I don't know what's wrong me.

>>37761335
I've had similar urges before. Not sure exactly what caused them, but I'd much rather suffer through an urge instead of being alone.

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Already am due to major depressive disorder. Life is good... totally happy about it and not suicidal at all.

>>37760822
I did the same 3 years ago, no loneliness.

I have only one friend and I don't think we're drifting apart but his best friend hates me so we don't do the same stuff we used to do together.
It's understandable that he wants to hang out with other people. I met a lot of people through him, but all of them ended up feeling contempt towards me. I wonder why I'm such a fuck up sometimes.

>>37760746
We could be online friends. What are your interests and stuff like that?