>Participate in 12 hour smoking and drinking session pop 2 xanax
>pass out on floor in puddle of drool and throat puke
>still feeling really fucking good
>zero visual or physical coordination to find door to bathroom
>pee in 40oz old english bottle which still had some left over
>pass out lighting bong bowls
>wake up in middle of night and take 3 swigs of beerpiss by accident thinking its water
>slightly disgusted but more interested if its possible to redose on drug remnant xanax-weed-beer piss concoction
I think I might just die anyday now honestly. There just isn't a single fuck left and i'm addicted to pleasure island. Hedonism is just too satiating.
>>37754262
>i'm addicted to pleasure island
>drinking shitty malt liquor, smoking shit and taking benzos
Start using heroin. That's where the real pleasure is that. Literally better than sex/orgasms.
>>37754380
I take vyvanse too but its prescribed and I know enough not to mix it with downers.
I am terrified of trying heroin just hearing others describe the experience informs me I shouldn't even try it once. The benzo/weed/beer combo is cheaper and the level of pleasure is just fine for me.