Why is life such a mundane, depressing experience? I don't feel any excitement, even having won scholarships, research grants and employment in my industry; these things don't give me any sense of achievement/happiness, and everything else that I used to enjoy is becoming more and more dull.
>>37749741
I think it's called depression or some shit.
Just google it my friend.
>>37749741
I could tell you but you wouldn't believe me, and you wouldn't listen to me.
i mean just get a matte black lamborghini and make a instagram and show off ur wealth
At least you accomplished something. You get to live comfier than I ever will and in the end that's what matters. The comfiness of your life.
>>37749826
Don't be so coy, tell me you goy.
>>37749980
At this point, having accomplished much of what is expected of an adult, all I have left to look forward to is my current routine ad nauseum. Being an over achiever is overrated.
>>37749741
Go to a narcotics anonymous meeting. It will give you a new perspective on life, even if your not a junkie.
>>37750160
It literally doesn't matter. You're fucking set for life kiddo.
Not me.
I have to worry about where my next meal or paycheck is coming from. That is far less than what you have.
There is no particular reason. It just is for robots because we inherited shit genes.
>>37750197
Okay I concede, your life is worse than mine. Are you happy?
>>37750214
No, are you? Nobody fucking is.
All that matters is how comfy you are.
>>37750186
Ah, the old fight club bit
humans beings exist because our ancestors survived and procreated, not because they were happy
i don't think we have the capacity for happiness
>>37749741
Life can be exciting if you choose a life of adventure. But you were programmed your entire life to seek out weak, feminized, gay bureaucratic shit.
>>37749741
Well I am an abject failure and id like those things anon. They aren't suppose to feel good anon, these things are suppose to alleviate suffering.
There is no such thing as happiness in life, just temporary suspension of pain.