How do I feel human again? I feel like an outside observer trapped

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It da. Nutshacccc
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Fuck I don't know how to go to the shed and the highway might be deadlier than usual to go or is i

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Io. Boner planet

seems like you have depersonalization. there's not a cure from what I've experienced but you can get used to it I guess.

There is no way. You're fucked friend

>>37744918
A love or even a very close friend will probably help a lot. I think life is a voluntary, active thing and that inertia is perhaps the default state that people naturally fall into if they don't act in life. Reading ancient Greek philosophy has been very helpful for me. Talking about philosophy with strangers in a class or a meetup thing is good too. Listening to music made by sane individuals is a very healing thing for me as well. I recommend Sun Kil Moon, Father John Misty, Paul McCartney's solo albums, Phil Elverum, and Neil Young. But a love is really the best thing you will ever find. I became extremely depressed and later psychotic after my girlfriend of four years left and it would have been significantly worse if she had never been there.

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>>37744918
Just keep drifting along maybe you'll get there one day though I doubt I will.

>>37744918
>For the past 24 years it seems like I've been waiting to get somewhere, or for something to happen

Why on earth would you be waiting? What made you think that you just waited around for something to happen?

You're an adult. You realize that, right? And you realize what that entails, right? You're responsible for yourself, whether you want to be or not. An adult doesn't wait for things to happen to them. They go and work towards things that they want to happen. Did you not have a father to teach you this very basic lesson, because you should have had this drilled into your head by age 12, when you wanted your parents to buy you something, and your dad made you push a lawn mower from door to door so that you could earn it.