>you can actually see yourself mentally deteriorating over time
>it's like your inner observer knows things are different, your reactions are different then what they usually would be and your mental phenomenon has changed and you're much slower then years ago
I'm losing myself in all this
Yeahhhh
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YEXeUCWLALo
>>37735130
Your accumulated knowledge compensates for it.
This is a normal part of aging, by the way. It's not limited to robots.
>>37735130
That's a good music video OP.
Uh, me too. There are little things I catch myself doing or thinking, and I can tell I'm slipping. At least it seems that way from my POV.
I'm really scared of becoming schiz desu
>>37735130
i feel like at 13 i was so full of life and now im just slowly sucking in all the poison this world has to give and realizing the truth about things is making me depressed